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A letter to my daughter

As I sit near you this day, Daughter I am only reminded of the day, When I first heard you cry, my unforgettable day, A pink, fair skinned, white queen you were born that day, You squeaked and twisted your little body in my hands, your first day, I saw you yawn and sleep without making any noise that fine day. Parenting was a challenge, I thought that day, You crawled and walked straight to me after a few day, When you first said “daddy” and hugged me, I was the happiest man that day, I felt proud to take you out for walks in our garden everyday, Our family trend of abhorring our neighbors, you puked on his face that funny day, I enjoyed all the little tricks that you did with your tender, little hands everyday. Those little drops of tears that I wiped off on your first school day, Is still fresh in my mind. You came back running and saying, it was a gay day, Merriment was not far away from me, when you topped the scores on your school day, You grew up to be a young lady one beautiful

God's Creations

Rosy hue, fresh fragrance, and joy everywhere, For God was to create living beings on earth, Rejoicing the word of the beautiful creation, Angels gather in circles fluttering their sparkling, white wings, Discussing about God’s decision, God’s court was full of anxious angels, While God silently walked by to his throne. The artful architect started his work, And lo! There it was his first creation, Which stood on four legs, with long ears and small eyes, Though a beautiful creation, Not much admiration flourished amidst angels, God spoke to his creation, “Thou will be named Donkey, And you would work from dawn to dusk, Less in intelligence, I grant thee fifty years of life” Away from greed the donkey returns thirty of his life span, Happily goes to live on earth. Merciful architect again on work, This time he could hear the sighs of angels, Thus created a wonder which barked, It stood on four legs but was sharper than the first creation, Even received few applause from the angels,

World of Loneliness

World of loneliness I admire it a lot, Some times I close my eyes to be alone, Lost in my own thoughts, A world just for me, Too good to be shared World of loneliness Of great imaginations, Starry nights and icy winds, Fragrance of fresh Jasmine and rose, Lovely music of the sea shore, A beautiful world created in my world of loneliness. World of loneliness Now-a-days loneliness a thorn in my heart, Same starry nights and icy winds, Freezes me with pain, Jasmines no more smell good, Loneliness an everlasting pain World of loneliness Away from you, I feel loneliness, Tears wet my eyes, Thoughts of the lost happiness, Rejoicing even the worst loneliness, Life was a joy then. World of loneliness Shroud of darkness covers me, Awaiting a little candle light, A dark glass room just me and my loneliness, To wade away this eternal darkness, Bliss not away from me. World of loneliness Many people around me, Yet I feel alone and so lonely, May be your absence created it, These feelings not perma

What a life?

I see her everyday, With a smile on her wrinkled face, I don’t know her much, But she has a cute smile for everyone she sees, A dull, old, torn, red sari that she wears, And a little bag that she hangs on her hip is her only material asset. I see her everyday, Her face bright with turmeric, A huge red round ‘bindhi’ on her forehead, No jasmines to adorn her head, But she makes sure there is a flower before her God, So systematic she lives. I see her everyday, People never mind her presence, An ordinary scavenger by profession, Work, to clean the toilets everyday and keep it spic and span, I have never seen her brood for it, She sits on one corner of the rest room, waiting for people to order her. I see her everyday, Heartless people spit everywhere, Which she cleans without regret and fretting, That little place seems to be her heavenly abode, I was surprised to see her eat and sleep there, Wonder will any one of us do that. I see her everyday, Though an illiterate, she loves to browse

An IT Dream

I have a dream, To wake up in the morning, without thoughts of work, To get ready to work, without thoughts of my manager, To dress up neatly, without thoughts of my colleagues, To eat my food at ease, without thoughts of carry over work, To wave my family good bye, without any thoughts of the late night return, I have a dream. I have a dream, To drive my vehicle, without thoughts of the day’s meetings, To greet a colleague, without thoughts of his early coming, To sit in the workstation, without thoughts of the work burden, To check mails, without thoughts of receiving a stinker, To smile cheerfully, without thoughts of the work to begin, I have a dream. I have a dream, To smoke my cigarette, without thoughts of the unfinished coding, To eat delicious lunch, without thoughts of the new projects, To think of onsite work, without thoughts of long line of competitors, To work smartly, without thoughts of the deadlines to meet, To chat with friends, without thoughts of the pending work, I

My dreams

Dreams are enough for me Dreams that we have lived together Rested my head on your shoulder Walked on moon-lit nights Whispered secrets in your ears Dreams are enough for me Dreams are enough for me Life of bliss everlasting Two children and happily family Small fights and fragrant jasmines A drop of tear and a little consoling word Dreams are enough for me Dreams are enough for me Late evenings and coaxing smiles to make-up Bad dinners and convincing answers Unexpected questions and enjoyable answers Party drinks and cajoling smiles Dreams are enough for me Dreams are enough for me Surprise gifts and long nights Birthday parties and happiness Long tours and second honeymoon Cinema second shows and playful hands Dreams are enough for me Dreams are enough for me Old age and toothless smiles Counting gray hair and feelings proud Time with grand children and old-age love Waiting for death and hoping it before yours Dreams are enough for me Dreams are enough for me To enjoy a life of happi

My Dark Prince

I search for you Into the dark and deep concrete jungle Amidst humans who care least In this self-centered world Full of greed for the green papers I search for you I search for you Amidst the long lost greenery Places where there were fresh and sweet scented flowers Lush green gardens where I heard birds chirp Into the fields, which were once green with crops I search for you I search for you Amidst people who have no friends Desperate and needy humans Joyless and unsatisfied rush for power Where murder is just an accomplishment I search for you I search for you In this loveless world A world of unhappy people Where bliss is an unheard solution Where violence takes its upper hand I search for you I search for you Desperately lost of love Away from the pleasures of love Far from the land of my dreams and love An alien world away from your love I search for you I search for you My dark prince, my savior, my knight Take me away from this loveless world Into our dream world filled with lo

Your gift!

I feel beauty of life When I see you When you talk to me When you smile When I close my eyes and see you When I see the moon yet see your face I feel the beauty of life I feel the beauty of life When we have long shore talks When we talk with our eyes When you listen to my secret feelings When you whisper softly in my ears When you look into my eyes I feel the beauty of life I feel the beauty of life When you are happy When you rejoice life When you take pleasure in me When you love talking to me When you feel me I feel the beauty of life I feel the beauty of life When I first felt love in me When I knew you are the one When I decided life with you When I first touched you with love When I felt you and your manliness I feel the beauty of life I feel the pain of life When I think of the fact When you are no more with me When my dreams fondly think of you When memories trace back to you When I think of cunning cupid I feel the pain of life I felt the pain of life When I question am I not

My search

I search for myself Lost is this poor creature Amidst a land of loveless humans With you far off from me Lost is this poor poet I search for myself I search for myself Into the so called gray matter Meticulous things it does for everyone Some very joyous and happy of it My search is never ending I search for myself I search for myself Like a kid who lost her doll Disparate I look out for myself A loss of identity I don’t find Restless I am without a face of mine I search for myself I search for myself Into the vast stretch of sky A huge painting with splashes of white clouds by God Search continues into the sea Azure land of various creatures I search for myself I search for myself All day and night I look for me Heaven is not spared at all There also I go searching Dancing halls of Indhra, judgment courts of Shiva I search for myself I search for myself Wondering if I am so sinful Into the depthless, the Earth’s core Search in the Hell amidst sinful people Melancholy again I don’t fin

Our Meeting

Meeting after ages Just the thought brings smiles We have been apart, apart miles Far away huge seas and vast peninsulas Never made a difference in my love to you Meeting after ages Meeting after ages There has never been a chance To be away from your thoughts You were safe every moment in my heart’s palace Dancing everyday to my heart’s beat Meeting after ages Meeting after ages Those lovely looking cute eyes The sparkling enchanting smile That enticing sound of your laugh And your warm hands Meeting after ages Meeting after ages It seems like a fairy tale Prince and the princess meet on a snowy evening A meaningful meeting to rejoice Let Heaven and Earth envy Meeting after ages Meeting after ages Wish we could fly to the Moon Sit and talk all the missed out feelings On a starry night with none to disturb Just the fairies fanning chill to us Meeting after ages Meeting after ages Those long missed kisses Warm hugs and tight touches Short nights of admiration of each other Long lasting

Your silence

Is there a meaning in your silence? Time answers many questions Your silence makes me question time Sometimes restless too They say eyes speak in love But your silence also speaks Is there a meaning in your silence? Is there a meaning in your silence? Days come in after a short nights But what would come after your silence A small smile with twinkling eyes Uttering no words to break your silence It conveys it all to me Is there a meaning in your silence? Is there a meaning in your silence? Walking on sea shores clutched hands Just the music of the sea shore No words to hear from you I hear your silence Beauty of your tight lips Is there a meaning in your silence? Is there a meaning in your silence? I find a lot of meaning in it When love is true only hearts speak Words shy to come out For my heart speaks to yours Then what do words do in between us Is there a meaning in your silence? Is there a meaning in your silence? I hear your heart speak to mine Away from society and your mother

My Pregnancy

I feel a life in me So safe and secure I keep you No one will harm you here My thoughts are always about you Sometimes tickling pleasurably Often make me feel merry of life I feel a life in me I feel a life in me So pleasurable forever Morn or eve I feel you in me When I close mine eyes I feel The slow moments of thoughts in me An adorable pleasure forever I feel a life in me I feel a life in me Safe in me thou art Nature can’t force you out of me For this pregnancy can never be delivered I am a mother now with your thoughts Yes, with your thoughts as my child I feel a life in me I feel a life in me For love is also a pregnancy No ever so due dates for it I bear thee in my heart forever Nature can force a child out of a mother But none can remove love from a heart I feel a life in me I feel a life in me So happy I am to be a mother To be a mother eternally For thine thoughts will never fade A mother will never forget her child So will I be, never to erase fond memories I feel a life in

Phoenix Love

I wish I were a Phoenix Merry to rise from my ashes Forgetting all that feelings past Removing you from my memories Like nature pulling out a child from a safe womb To forget everything and live I wish I were a Phoenix I wish I were a Phoenix Will my heart listen to you my mind? I don’t understand easy to love Alas! easy to install you in my dreams Think you as my prince of dreams But eternal memory loss is better than forgetting you I wish I were a Phoenix I wish I were a Phoenix My poor heart doesn’t understand That your thoughts aren’t with me They linger else where away from my world But yet I mine heart doesn’t accept it Will this pain ever recede? I wish I were a Phoenix I wish I were a Phoenix For I know you are no more mine You remain only in my dreams With fond memories of those days of joy For Cupid hath been merciless He struck only me leaving you I wish I were a Phoenix I wish I were a Phoenix To rise from my own ashes and take a rebirth But love you in that new form of min

The Czar

You are the Czar of the universe Your rule extends all over human kind Your magnetism powers everyone No man would throw you out with glee No rule will exist without you You are the Czar of the universe You are the Czar of the universe From a child to a ripe old man From the beggar to the richest man People need you every moment of life People cherish you and even a few pray to you You are the Czar of the universe You are the Czar of the universe They say you can do wonders, perform magic They also pray to the lady luck to send you For those who don’t posses thee beg for you For those who hoard thee live for thee You are the Czar of the universe You are the Czar of the universe You can save lives and also mar lives You bring a smile and also kill a smile From known fact you are something that everyman longs unsatisfied From today’s saints to tomorrow’s Gods You are the Czar of the universe You are the Czar of the universe No satisfaction prevails to hoard you forever No human says no t

Thoughts about you

Thoughts about you Like spring season in my heart Fresh spark of joy A slight smile of happiness Glee from nowhere suddenly pops up Thoughts about you Thoughts about you When I close my eyes dreamy feeling Touches my heart a unique joy An unknown pleasure touch of delight A song of unknown rhythm sings my lips Thoughts about you Thoughts about you Though miles apart, seas apart far away My ever green feelings for you will ever remain With my heart beat making a rhythmic sound of joy And I sit to listen to it every moment Thoughts about you Thoughts about you Like the tender pinkish feet of a baby The touch of ice on my lips on a sunny bright day A fragrant blow of breeze from a Jasmine field Feelings when my mind is filled with Thoughts about you Thoughts about you Mesmerizing times spent together Just you and me in my mind’s dream Land of joy and endless pleasures Blessed by all the Gods on earth and heaven Thoughts about you Thoughts about you Those joyous moments of long-lasting c

My Death

Sound of tears everywhere Hark! I hear it louder and louder People walk by me crying Smell of fresh rose garland on me They bend to kiss me last Sound of tears everywhere Sound of tears everywhere Smell of pure agarbathi spread the room A white shroud on me scented well Flies being fanned off by loving mother Wiping never ending tears from her eyes Sound of tears everywhere Sound of tears everywhere There you come to see me last Your sound of a bitter cry I hear But lo! You had never heard my tears And here I lie lifeless just for you Sound of tears everywhere Sound of tears everywhere You call my name aloud to my deaf ears Those ears which loved to hear your name Now are numbed to your cry They are lifeless with no blood Sound of tears everywhere Sound of tears everywhere You sit by my side and see me Hands which longed to touch you near by But lo! They are numb and lifeless now Finger still longing for your ring Sound of tears everywhere Sound of tears everywhere Flowers strewn all a

The difference

What a stark difference? You are also a woman You are also young may be of my age You also have the features as me I see no difference in our physic But…what a stark difference? What a stark difference? I was dressed in perfect attire I was well made up in appearance You were in drapes all torn You were with un-kept hair and face What a stark difference? What a stark difference? I walk as if I know everything I see stares from guys on roads Your walk shows your hunger Your presence stirs not even a dog on the way What a stark difference? What a stark difference? I carry a stylish bag of leather I wear shoes of glass with a touch of satin You carry a gunny bag dark with dirt You never seem to be worried about bare foot What a stark difference? What a stark difference? I had breakfast with colored chutney I had my mom to wave me good bye You wonder when dustbin would fill with leaves You have no one to care for What a stark difference? What a stark difference? I have gold to adorn my ear

Love

When love rules your heart It ain’t like ordinary My friend it ain’t like ordinary… When love rules your heart Storms seem like tender winds Floods seem like river flow Quakes seem like earth’s dance Volcano seem like a colorful fountain When love rules your heart When love rules your heart Hunger runs away from you Sleep runs away waving good bye Pain runs away as it’s not fond of you Trouble runs away on sight of your prince When love rules your heart When love rules your heart Dreams are fond of you Words are fond of your pen Sighs are fond of your thoughts Pleasures are fond of your memories When love rules your heart When love rules your heart Fresh thoughts entice your mind Lusty thoughts entice reminiscence Dreamy thoughts entice heart’s mind Wild desirous thoughts entice mind’s caves When love rules your heart When love rules your heart Happy memories touch you Crestfallen memories touch out off thoughts Rainbow memories touch your heart and flutter Joyous memories touch your m

My heart beat

It all seems like today Ages have passed by… My heart missed a beat When I first saw you When you stretched out your hand When you spoke to me first When you said you look good When you stood talking for hours My heart missed a beat My heart missed a beat When I met you When we started dating When we went on shopping When we spent time in each other’s company When we were in each other’s arms My heart missed a beat My heart missed a beat When I wanted to say something When you found that life was miserable When you thought I should live with you When you enjoyed my company When you proposed to me My heart missed a beat My heart missed a beat When I felt your love When we first had a talk When we had a long walk When we never heard the waves on the shore When we knew we loved each other My heart missed a leap My heart missed a leap When I lost words When you found them for me When you touched me first When you blew in my ears When you kissed me first My heart missed a beat My heart mi

How I wish…

I wish I were a dew drop Happy on a leaf Bathe tender butterfly wings Quench little ant’s thirst Kissed by Sunlight Evaporate and blend with nature How I wish I were a dew drop I wish I were a butterfly Happy on a flower Sight of joy to all Colorful vision to onlookers Fluttering hither and thither To joyous tunes on nature How I wish I were a butterfly I wish I were a little kitten Happy on a master’s lap Mewing to the rhythm of chair Soft fur coat and sparkling eyes Licking and purring on the little ones A walk admired by all How I wish I were a little kitten I wish I were a Cuckoo Happy on a corner tree Singing for men to enjoy Enjoy the sights of nature On the highest top of a tree Songs of joy and praise of Mother Nature How I wish I were a Cuckoo I wish I were least a Cur Happy on the streets Eating what he wishes Sleeps on any corner Mates any cur he likes A life of joy and pleasure How I wish I were least a Cur How I wish I were not a human Unhappy a curse of the creator Fate

Just you and me

Just you and me Come along with me To a far off land A perfect utopia Just you and me Just you and me Let’s hide from worries Harshness of life Your mother Just you and me Just you and me A perfect island Abundant in joy No tears anymore Just you and me Just you and me Full of love Butterflies all around Colorful land of merriness Just you and me Just you and me Air of scented breeze Honey filled lips Never ending kisses Just you and me Just you and me Long walks in the shore Listening to mermaids Everlasting joy Just you and me Just you and me Peaceful minds Plentiful dreams Slumber on your lap Just you and me Just you and me Music of delight Your thoughts and talks Cupid’s own land Just you and me Just you and me Island of pleasure Nymphs’ melody tunes Youthful fairies dancing Just you and me Just you and me Memorable drenches in rain Dance of tuneful shower A perfect Shangri-la Just you and me Just you and me Food made of love Lasting tastes of joy Dine by the shore Just you and me

Away from thee

Away from thee Distance makes a difference Jasmines smell bad Ice cream doesn’t taste Chocolates not favorite Away from thee Away from thee Far apart miles away Sleep not mine Food dislikes me Music faint in my ear Away from thee Away from thee Sky fills the vastness Sand hill seem like mountains Tub of water appears Oceanic Days longer than nights Away from thee Away from thee Sea like distance Poems far away Thy thoughts fill mine mind Sweet those days Away from thee Come those days Fillest mine mind Ah! Pleasure joyous pleasure Thou art in mine heart Closer to thee Distance doesn’t matter Roses smell good Plain rice tastes Grain of sugar sweetest Closer to thee Closer to thee Miles not a worry Dreams art mine Uncooked food tastes Drums pleasing to hear Closer to thee Closer to thee Sky seems a beauty Mountains seems hillock Oceans a drop Nights shorter than ever Closer to thee Closer to thee Music of the dancing waves Creative thoughts filled Thy thoughts merriest Thou art the soul

Love sighs

Sighs, sighs, and sighs Every moment, everyday, and every minute Thoughts just about you Brings in breath of freshness A sweet fragrance on my bed Memories in my mind Sighs, sighs, and sighs Every moment, everyday, and every minute Thoughts of culmination Brings memories everlasting A sweet moment Memories for a life time Sighs, sighs, and sighs Every moment, everyday, and every minute Thoughts of honey lipped kisses Brings bells of joy A moment of pleasure Memories in pages of history Sighs, sighs, and sighs Every moment, everyday, and every minute Thoughts of the vast lake Brings reminiscence of relation A fine thought forever Memories lasting like diamonds Sighs, sighs, and sighs Every moment, everyday, and every minute Thoughts of sweet moments Brings memories of food A delicacy never forgotten Memories never die off Sighs, sighs, and sighs Every moment, everyday, and every minute Thoughts reappearing Brings everlasting happiness A lasting mind Memories of you Sighs, sighs, and sig