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My little bride

2010-08-03T11:44:00.002+05:30

Today, I am a proud father,
Walking the aisle with the little princess,
The little bride to be…
The little fairy born with cherry colored toes,
On a cloudy day to bring showers in my life,
A blessing of my life…
There was nothing sweeter than her smile,
No fancy poem can ever describe her beautiful walk,
She was most beautiful flower in my life’s garden…
Feeding her a morsel of food,
Was not even equal to all the finest food filling my stomach,
I wonder if it is elixir of life…
When she walked off to school,
Her bag carried my heart away with her,
I saw my mother in her eyes…
Years passed by,
But still my daughter remained a little princess to me,
The same as what I saw her on that cloudy day…
When she graduated,
No other dad than me would have felt so proud,
With my eyes clicking snaps for my heart’s memory…
The shirt with her first salary,
Proved to be the best even amidst all my finest suits,
I still remember the day when I boasted to all my friends…
When she spoke for me against the neighbors in a feud,
I knew she was not only my daughter, but also,
A son who would defend my old age…
I never knew time would fly fast,
When it was time to part my angel,
The little angel around whom my world revolved…
Today, as we walk together the ale,
I am a proud father, gifting my daughter,
For a future that awaits her…
Only then I understood,
A man is born again, when he becomes a dad…

Bleeding Rose

2010-05-05T16:44:00.000+05:30

Beauty of an angel,
Dressed in all fineries of white,
Your bright, beautiful eyes,
Crystal clear Cleopatra like skin,
All hidden under the veil,
Like the clouds hiding the bright Sun.

Memories of us playing,
In the same lord’s house,
Childhood friendship blooming into love,
No lawn left without our presence,
No flowers left untouched by us,
Like the rain drops’ kiss on earth.

Today you walk all alone,
As a bride without me beside,
Those sweet talks and kisses,
Dissolved in my blood as memories,
Creating waves of disagreement to fact,
Like a wave I come again and again to you my shore.

I know your heart aches,
For those memories which haunt you,
Those memories don’t remain sweet anymore,
It is just like a drop, in your ocean of memories,
Unlike me it’s like a drop of honey amidst salty memories,
Like a bee who collects honey for human to enjoy,
I am here with my tears to be presented,
As your wedding bells ring,
I twitch and turn, like a bleeding rose,
Here I part with the heart which had beat,
Only for you and never to beat anymore.

Oh My Ladylove!!!

2010-03-11T12:34:00.001+05:30

As I sit by the shore and watch,
The gentle waves kiss my feet,
Just like the way I first kissed you,
A deep carving in my heart that you had left,
Of love and love only deep in my heart,
Which, still aches and pains,
Even after years of us parting,
Oh my ladylove!!!

I still remember the day,
When our eyes met first,
My eyes refused to move from you,
Those beautiful eyes and slender figure,
That bright face and pink lips,
Which, haunted my eyes for years,
Even now it’s those eyes which makes me write,
Oh my Lady Love!!!

Sweet memories of those days,
When I wooed you,
Everything was beautiful,
From the little drops of rain to huge rocky mountains,
As I saw them in the same eyes which admired you,
Only beauty and all happiness prevailed for years,
Until the day we parted,
Oh my ladylove!!!

Unfortunate day of my life,
A beautiful rainy day,
When we walked hand in hand drenching,
In both love and rain,
Cupid and you dad were on road,
Which, marked the end of rain and love,
Oh my ladylove!!!

Days passed by in your absence,
I still remember your tear filled eyes,
With an invite to prove your love,
For your dad balanced heavier than mine,
And we parted, never to meet later,
You erased all the kisses and feelings in you,
Oh my Ladylove!!!

I am still a lost kid,
Searching for you,
With a heart carved with love aching for you,
Oh my ladylove!!!

Get Back

2010-03-09T16:22:00.000+05:30

I want to get back to those days,
Those days when dad was the only hero known,
Those days when the highest place to sit was dad’s shoulder,
Those days when mom’s one morsel of food filled my stomach,
Those days when little bubbles and butterflies were the most beautiful things.

Golden moments that I had lived by,
When school teacher was the only demon known,
When home work was the only herculean task,
When I dreaded only school tests,
When work meant only to clean my room.

Ever green in my memory those days,
When only scrapped knees hurt,
When broken meant only my toys,
When love was only parents,
When fight was only with my sister.

I want to get back to those days,
When living alone was not a pain,
When a cup of coffee all to me was good,
When I had just me to take care,
When life was spotless.

Sweet are those memories,
Deep in my heart like an old album,
With black and white pictures in it,
Though old it is my most precious moments,

I want to get back.

Just a Bubble

2010-03-09T15:46:00.001+05:30

Just a Bubble
As I walk through the tough path,
Laden with thorns and stones,
With aches and trouble,
You came by and promised to stay by,
Walk with me, hold me,
We shared hassles and apples on the way,
Even blunt with the pleasures of nature,
Though your company pricked and pained,
I preferred to undergo for,
My love for you was crystal clear,
Many a wakes of life people smite me,
For the untold pains that I underwent for you,
Yet I brushed them aside,
For I thought your company is eternal,
Mine trust for you was more eternal,
Little did I know that you walked along just to while away time,
Like a honey bee you moved,
With no thought of my trust to you,
And the pain that I had succumbed for you,
Little did you understand that you were hurting me,
And would do that eternally,
You walked away from me forgetting your promise,
Just like a soap bubble your love broke,
Letting out my blood to flow.

My bundle of joy

2010-03-09T15:41:00.001+05:30

One fine spring morning,
My happiness knew no bounds,
A little creature, God’s blessing in me,
A small drop of tear and sweet smile took over my darling.

A world of difference,
Everything seemed colourful and beautiful,
Though nothing tasted good,
Those eventful days

Small strolls with my love,
Nauseating mornings,
Sweet smelling soaps,
Little chats with the angel in me

300 days of waiting,
10 months of dreams,
8 hours of physical trauma,
All just to see you...

With a twinkling eyes,
As dark as Cleopatra,
A beautiful smile to dethrone the whole world,
You were born my little bundle of joy.

The IT guy

2009-03-31T10:04:00.001+05:30

Quarter past twelve,
I walk in my own house like a thief,
Slowly eat whatever I find on the dining table,
Slip into my bed,
Cautious not to wake my wife,
Fast asleep like a little angel.

It has been ages,
Since I saw her awake in the nights,
My new born hardly sees my face on weekdays,
Many a weekend I refused to put him down,
For the next five days I wouldn’t get a chance,
To hold God’s gift to my heart.

In my fear,
To hold my job for my family,
Eighteen hours of work a day,
Sleepless nights,
Rat race with my own friends,
What a life I live.

Yes, I earn more,
More than my teacher father,
Artist brother and house wife sister,
But,
I could never earn their life’s satisfaction,
They call me the IT guy.

Ode to my Daddy

2008-11-17T11:16:00.002+05:30

I walk down through my memory lane,
Not too far off, just till the day when I recognized you,
Daddy, you are my hero in merry and pain,
Your index finger that I held during the walks on dew,
The little stories that you said of kings and queens,
I remember even the whacks that you gave for my future,
So many memories daddy, that has made me what I am now,
Many a good things that you had for me went unseen,
You are my first admirer for all the little poems I author,
You have always been the source for me to feel endow.

Daddy, you are my guide for me to learn this world,
In every walk of life, I have felt your strong shoulder safeguarding,
You have been with me whenever my dreams whirled,
And always told me that there would be something better waiting,
Dawn to dusk I have bathed in your love,
Like a prodigal daughter unfathomed, I have brushed you aside,
But yet like a guardian angel you have always bestowed blessings,
You have always been there for me and so no one shoved,
Dad, with you besides me, my life has always been a joyride,
If not for you daddy there would have never been these writings.

Unfair Luck

2008-11-12T15:55:00.000+05:30

Dog and I have not much difference,
Both of us stand waiting,
Not for showers of rain,
Or blessings from heaven,
But for a piece of Dosa,
That the small road-side vendor would throw,
The anticipation was would victory be mine or dog’s,
If it be dog’s, he would put it on the road and eat,
If mine I would give to my kid there on the platform.

Everyday this is my routine,
My tough war with the brown dog,
I have no strength to shoo him away,
And grab the bounty thrown by the vendor,
I leave my kid on the platform waiting with hunger,
If a Dosa change shape or become burnt,
Me or the dog is in luck,
We wait eagerly looking at the vendor’s hand,
There are days when the vendor never has a mishap,
When both me and the dog curse our luck.

Today might not be so,
Praying all the God’s that I know,
I was sitting along with the dog,
Looking carefully at the vendor’s hands,
For a long time there was no luck,
Suddenly hearing the screech of the pan,
I was assured a burnt dosa,
With all concentration I looked at the vendor,
The throw was perfect and so was the catch,
The dog caught the Dosa, while death caught me.

To get that one mouth of burnt Dosa for my kid,
I fell before a bus with the Dosa in my hand,
Just to see the dog grab it away from me,
As the unfair luck smiled at me,
Letting me die and my kid hungry and motherless…

My summar vacation

2008-08-21T16:36:00.001+05:30

I wake up before the Sun,
And get ready to join my father,
After a long walk with my silent dad,
We pass through a park,
Where we stop to begin our routine,
My friend Rahul and his dad jog past us,
I hear him whisper to his dad,
“He is my classmate”
And his father, replied “Don’t talk to such boys”,
Unmindful of what we heard, I help my dad,
We finish our work on that spot and move on.

Hot scorching Sun doesn’t stop my dad nor me,
We walk bare footed on the hot tar road,
Passing one destination after the other,
As we walk our bags become heavier and heavier,
Watching my dad walk unmindful of the weight,
Had made me also bear everything,
From the comments to the weight of my bag.

We stop by on a road side shop for lunch,
Just opposite to the busy road,
Is a small restaurant, which my dad dotes on,
He says one day he has to have a cup of coffee there,
It would not cost more than five rupees,
But just that he would not think of spending that amount for himself,
Heat of the Sun doesn’t alter my dad and me, we continue.

By noon we start to reiterate our path,
The same bins that we picked in morning were full now,
My dad relentlessly digs in the stench filled dustbins,
To find his bounty, but he never lets me to do it,
He says, “Son let this end with me”
By dusk we get back to the shop to weigh our collection,
All day’s work just to earn less than hundred rupees.

On our way back, my dad said,
“Son one day I want to see you with your son,
Like your friend Rahul and his dad not like us”
I know my dad, he works all day picks rags on roads,
Saves money for my future,

No big dreams I carry other than,
One, to take my dad for a cup of coffee in that restaurant.
I work hard to bring centum on my cards,
Just to earn my dad that one cup of coffee.

My Date with death

2008-07-16T15:38:00.001+05:30

It is my first date,
Heart filled with excitement about the thought,
Pounding for unknown fear,
With my makeup concealing beads of sweat,
Shivers every part of my nerve,
I stood cold.

I know you well my date,
You are like a bee,
At the moment enticed by my nectar,
You will quickly move,
When another little honey-laden maiden invites,
Yet I love you.

This unknown feeling deep down me,
Inexpressible yet a deep pain,
Like a magician and his girl,
Deep down my throat you insert a sword,
Unaltered is my trust in you,
For I know you well.

Mystic is my ways to you,
You are like a Dracula,
Tonight you entice me,
To the ever lasting tunes of pleasure,
Tomorrow you may not be mine,
For many a maiden awaits you.

I relish today,
For you are my date,
This moment is mine,
I am not bothered about tomorrow,
For today you are mine,
And I shall cherish it.

You are my date this day,
I know it is a wild date with death,
For when you step on to another choice,
My life would deceit me,
I would mingle with death,
I love you true and accept you whole-heartedly, unlike you.

Life’s Jerks

2008-01-08T13:03:00.000+05:30

As I sit down to key in a thought, which has been running in my mind for ages together, I am thinking of many people who would have crossed all these jerks and settled happily in their cozy coffins, deep down the earth, with a completion of all the jerks that they might have undergone in life.

Now what do I call as jerks in life? Pondering on this thought. For a kid who is just 10 years old, his mother’s advice on behavior and dad’s advice on life would be a big jerk or a jolt. He would find it tough to undergo such things in life, for him, his parents are just a big bore who, keep on advising things to him. Hardly does he understand that it is for his own life that they have been advising him on. For that kid at that age it is a jerk, when his dad catches hold of him and starts on his big lecture on life and future, he would seem like an alien from an UFO. Well this is on the lighter side.

Creeping into the hard mysteries of life, the jerks that we meet up in life. For example things that we badly are in need of, desperate, at the heights of frustration, we beg and pray to God for that to be granted. And lo! There is a jerk, a sudden break, you feel that the thought that you had in your mind is till in your mind, but God has showed a big yellow signal, a halt sign to it. There is a jolt you curse yourself for it, wonder why such things happen only to you. After all you could have been wishing for it for ages together. When there is a sudden halt we tend to start cursing all our ill fates, and start questioning WHY ME GOD?

Now I don’t want to get into philosophy neither blasphemy. These are just my thoughts and my personal experiences. Whenever I met up with a jerk a sudden jolt in my life, I just look up to the sky and ask WHY ME? Just like most of us. But hardly did I realize that these things are for my own good. Have you ever seen a pebble? Have you ever wondered how did it come to existence? It is just a hard rock on the riverbed, which undergoes so many jolts, harsh treatments, gets washed off, even deported to another place from where it was originally placed in. But finally when it reaches its destination, it becomes a very beautiful shinny, pebble, which most of us admire. We human beings are also hard rocks like this. Majority of us are very hard, may be bad looking appearance, some may be good looking too ;), some with badly cut shapes, some perfect in shape and size, all of us undergo this jerk, jolts, whatever kind of rock you are, an expensive multibillionaire, or an ordinary software engineer.

Well all that we have to remember is the more jolts or jerks that we meet in life we get into the best shape for the future. The more jolts the more polished pebble you become. For example, a friend of mine had some deformity in her leg from birth. She used to crib on it, and always question WHY ME? What harm did I do? Why should this happen to me? Well I agree her childhood was a misery, as she kept on cribbing over the deformity and never mingled with others. But she never understood that she is being shaped for the future, to become a beautiful pebble. She excelled in her studies, in spite of her cribbing. Now she is heading an MNC as a marketing manager, happily married and blessed with children. She was a rock of a different shape, a different cut, and she had to undergo so many troubles before becoming a beautiful pebble.

Now you can site many such pebbles in your life. Talking about it I know a gentle man, who is in a very honorable position in the Indian government. He hailed from a small village, a real rock indeed. Through his hard work and dedication entered the Indian government service. Happily married with two children. Life was very good for him, until a day when he was hospitalized for a massive heart attack. It was not just once, four attacks, which he survived. When I met him he asked, the same words which almost all of us would ask WHY ME? Well most of the time when pain knocks our door we don’t let it in, no body not even me, who advocates so much to accept pain would ever welcome pain to my house. Why is this? We are scared, of the miseries that we have to undergo. Now for this gentleman he had commitments in life, he had two daughters whom he had to get them married.

None of us are saints to say I accept pain in life. But, we fail to understand one thing, when we accept pain in life; life becomes easier. I am just reminded of a famous jargon in bodybuilding, “ No Pain No Gain” i.e. when you exercise rigorously, the next day the area where you have concentrated in the workout would pain. This just shows that you have exercised well. So only when you get the pain you gain. Only when a mother suffers the trauma of delivering a baby can she bring a beautiful creature to this world. Pain is something, which all of us should learn to accept. It is one process, which lets us shape into a pebble form a hard cut rock.

These jerks and jolts in life are very common for any living being. Be it a human or even an animal. Just that we being humans have learnt to brood over it a lot and we know to express it, while the animals don’t. So whenever you meet up with a jolt or a red signal, it doesn’t mean that you will have to feel for it and brood, it just means that’s not the path, which God has created for you. He who had created you knows how tough a being you are whether you can undergo a rough harsh path or a much easier path before you become a pebble. But remember the more roughness you undergo, the more sane and inward beauty you gain.

So learn to live life with a smile, cross all the jerks that God has planned for you, and become that beautiful pebble, that He had created you to be.

Farewell Daughter

2007-07-10T12:59:00.000+05:30

Born a maiden in a poor Indian farm,
No human to admire you in the barn,
They did not rejoice your birth,
For you are not of any worth,
Your tears and loud cry doesn’t turn any eye,
A girl child would not bear even a pie.

When you grow up daughter,
You will work from dawn to dusk,
None to pity like a poor cow in slaughter,
A female is nothing but just a husk,
Even the female calf that I raise,
Daughter has more chase.

When you blossom to be a maid,
Men would flock hither thither for a trade,
Pain and agony would never end,
For a man is always man, would never fend,
Morn to eve you work for him,
To get at least one meal till the brim.

Daughter, you have to bear male fruits,
If not you will endure more pain,
And curses on your roots,
You live or die not much of a gain,
For the world that we live in,
Is merciless and dare even to sin.

When you whither and shivering for needs,
Neither your son nor husband would feed,
For you will be an old weed,
They would wish your death in speed,
As you wobble and walk cursing me,
For giving birth to you and destroying glee.

Daughter this is my last song to you,
I have told the pains and struggle of life for you,
Go, to almighty and ask a wish for you,
To be born as a male in your next birth,
With tears and heart of sorrow, I part you daughter,
So that you will never be in tears again.

Me a demigod

2007-05-30T17:52:00.001+05:30

Pitch dark, alone, silent,
Slowly he creeps in my room,
But wanders here and there,
Unwilling to get into form,
An itch in my mind,
A lustrous desire to take him in,
And enjoy wonderful pleasures,
But he refuses.

He was strong in my heart,
Shapeless, yet refusing form,
He moves weirdly,
Making me restless with pain,
Time passes by,
Threatens to leave me alone,
My plea is heard finally,
Promises to stay.

Eyes closed wait for him,
Peaceful mind clear of thoughts,
Slowly yet forcefully he gets in,
Mind completely rejuvenated,
I take him in fully,
To create a beautiful creature,
Few minutes of pain and pleasure,
To form a complete creation.

After endless pleasure,
Beads of sweat,
Trails down my forehead,
My paper complete,
End of a creation,
Ready for my readers…

The unheard tears

2007-05-30T17:51:00.000+05:30

Born as male, yet living as female,
A curse to the gender,
Heavily loaded with make-up and lipstick,
Adorned with dazzling attire,
When we walk on roads,
The wave of crowd move away,
Like the red sea parting for the Israelites,
They call us THE THIRD GENDER.

God’s creation, no sin of ours,
Epics talk loud of us,
Loyal followers of Lord Rama,
Legend behind winning the Kurukshetra,
Trustworthy servants of the Chinese emperors,
Alexander the great’s best desire,
Blessed we are on festival days,
Yet deprived of all human rights.

For hunger, we remain platters to men’s pleasure,
Begging by force is not uncustomary,
For none are even trusted as servants,
Thrown away not even equal to dust,
Tattered by the inhuman attitude,
Not even the least respect given to us,
None to understand,
We crumble down in humiliation.

Unfortunate of us,
If it be God, an embodiment of man and women,
Human race kneel down to pray for health,
But for us the treatment is less,
Begging or selling ourselves for food,
None of our folklore in an old age home,
Nor hoarding money for luxury,
Yet not given even least of love.

Alike the God you pray to,
Bestowed with power of blessing,
A great history behind us,
To curse as well as bless,
Call us neither Gods nor the third gender,
We are also humans same as you,
Longing for ages together,
For respect and love…

Flashback

2007-05-25T13:54:00.001+05:30

Way back your memory,
Down the lane of your thoughts,
Deep down everyone’s heart,
Lay the sweetest memories

Your first day at school,
With tears rolling down your cheek,
Holding mom’s hand tight never to let it,
The first kindergarten teacher,
Rhymes that you learnt,
Happiness on your mother’s face listening to you.

Your first friend at school,
The sweets that you shared with her,
Your first fight with her,
The little rhymes that you both recited,
Little wounds after a great game,
The cute wink after a naughty act.

The monkey fights with your sibling,
Little secrets shared without mom’s knowledge,
Eating the shared toffee like puppies,
Walking to school holding hands,
Signing each other’s progress cards,
Little things a foundation for a strong bond.

The first guy that you admire,
A naughty wink from a teenager,
First kiss in your dream,
Self-admiring in the mirror not knowing passage of time,
Dreamy days with thoughts of a dream boy,
Occasional un-rhyming so-called poems, now just a fun.

First day in college,
Search for the best guy in class,
Friendship with the most admired guy,
Dreamy dates of romance and joy on starry nights,
Placement in different firms,
Unknown tears of partition, never to talk again.

First job fear and stress filled day,
Pride of earning more than daddy,
Joy of hearing mom talk proud about you to neighbor,
A workstation and computer to make you fly high,
First salary and parent’s blessings,
A day of pride with a little tear in the corner of your eyes.

All these little thoughts deep down,
Little secrets, little fun, little sorrows,
Sweet flashbacks never to fade from our memories…

Load of crying hearts

2007-05-25T13:53:00.000+05:30

An old, rusted, van,
Moving as slow as it can,
In a fast, speedy, busy road.

Frustrated by the speed,
I overtake them to see,
A load of crying hearts in it.

Filled with old men and women,
The van was from an old age home,
A banner displayed “Ever happy old age home”

For a minute my mind wondered,
Slowed down my bike to hear their talks,
Just to understand the ironic banner.

A lady by the window, her locks displaying her age,
With tears rolling down her cheeks,
Jeering to see a happy family traveling in a car.

Another gentleman dressed well for his age,
Says “my son in US, leaving me here, gives lot of money”
A tear in the corner of his eyes longing for his dear ones.

A couple sitting next to the driver spoke,
“Ah! That little boy should be our grandson’s age”
And both sigh together with memories.

Why didn’t those ruthless sons and daughters think?
At least for a minute, all that these old people had done,
For them to be doctors, businessmen, and software engineers.

They can give them loads and loads of money,
But would it be equal to their presence?
Or like a hand to wipe off their tears.

Another old woman walked slowly with her walking stick,
Boarded the van, waved goodbye to her granddaughter,
Wiped away her tears and said, “you be good to your mom”

I thought of the irony and her pain,
Why this poor state, will they ever see happiness?
Green signal for me, they still stood in red…

Sweet disturbance

2007-05-15T10:31:00.000+05:30

Like the buzzing of a bee,
Just next to my ear,

Like an old ceiling fan,
Right above my head,

Like a lover-boy speaking in a cell phone,
Just next to my seat,

Like a loud horn in a bus,
Right in the front row,

Like a talkative friend,
Just next to you in at the cinema,

Like a loud mouthed boss,
Right before you a pain everywhere,

Like the ring tone of a cell phone,
Just when you break your head with a code,

Like the hush of a cloud,
Right when you admire the moon’s its beauty,

Like the tone of a little love fight,
Just when he is late for dinner,

My love for you,
Is it an in-healable wound?
No I call it a sweet disturbance,
A never-ending pleasurable PAIN…

Colors of Love

2007-05-08T14:11:00.000+05:30

When you are near me,
The Sun shines bright and the tweety sings sweet,
Roses smell good and frogs look princely,
Your magnetic smile drags me to you,
Warm are your hugs with love,
I see the color of joy Yellow.

Hand in hand,
The waves kissing our feet,
Your gentle hand on my shoulder,
Breeze of sweet sea,
Little crabs running hither thither,
I see then color warmth azure blue.

Soft you are many a times,
But I admire thine manliness,
Gently forcing me to a slave of pleasure,
Kisses forceful but pleasurable,
Wild with ecstasy when you hear mine moan,
I see the color of Love Red.

Dark nights starry sky with a shinny moon,
Waiting for your lustrous hugs,
All alone admiring the moon as you,
Chill breeze frozen memories,
A long wait for your warm hands,
I see the color of sorrow black.

Fresh smell of the mud before rain,
Little drops of rain on us,
A speeding bike a joyous ride,
Tight hug with no way for air,
Rosy talks and sweet trees to dance,
I see the color of earth green.

Little nymphs singing romantic tunes,
In a world of my imagination,
Surrounded by clouds,
Angels with harps and love tunes,
A world created just for you and me,
I see the color of peace white.

I see all the colors of love in you,
But you threw me away for my skin…

2007-04-20T18:27:00.003+05:30

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My Virus

2007-04-13T15:46:00.001+05:30

Like a strong wind,
Eating away everything on its way,
Mercilessly blowing young maiden’s clothes,
Making the sea dance to your enticing tunes,

Blowing the shore’s sand
Making her twist and turn like a new bride,
Coupling the two Ashoka trees by my window,
Entwining and touching the leaves like a handshake,
Drawing artful designs on the sky,
Bewitching and rich like the designs drawn by a maid’s toe.

You are like the little round smiley in a game of packman, eating all the soft hearts that you see on your way,
You are like a fresh honey-filled flower in a forest,
following you comes hither thither all queen bees,
You are like the sweet scent of a freshly baked cake,
trailing you will be little kids with a bight smile.

You are all over my mind,
I hear my heart while talking to you,
You have enticed my mind and heart,
Like a virus, which empowers a computer.
You see with your piercing eyes deep down me,
I feel thousands of butterflies kissing me.

You are a virus,
A virus, which has corrupted my mind,
And still lingering in my system,
Slowing empowering me, ruling over me.

Are you a virus?
Or is this called love?

Surrender to thine will

2007-04-13T10:41:00.000+05:30

Bright, smart, young,
Radiant, jubilating, and ever fresh,
It attracted me and I knelt to you,
Father grant me this wish for it is the best,
With all smiles and cajoling face, I asked,
To hear an answer,
“It ain’t the best for you my daughter”

Shining, strong, dark,
Horse power, tall, and attractive smile,
My heart beat faster as days went by,
Wishing this would be granted,
Like a little puppy wagging its tail for food,
Father grant me this, I knelt,
“ It ain’t the best for you my daughter”

Fair, handsome, charming,
Princely, wealthy, and good looking,
Hoping Cupid would be at his best,
And elves sprinkling their charm over us,
Dreaming of a rosy life ahead,
Like a kid trying to coax her mother for a doll,
I crossed mine finger before you,
“ It ain’t the best for you my daughter”

Dark, young, unattractive,
Smiling yet not charming,
A bard with a heart of gold,
Milk of human kindness flowing all over him,
A lips which neither utters lies nor sins,
Tender like a baby’s feet is his feelings,
Gold and diamonds never interest him,

I hear you,
Daughter here is your man,
He isn’t a prince or Hercules,
He isn’t a pauper either,
I had created thee cuckoo,
Neither a prince nor a charming man,
Would suit your needs here is thine bard.

For I hath created you and him,
I know your needs my daughter…

Fate

2007-04-13T10:07:00.001+05:30

Wild, thoughtless, unpardonable,
Ruthless and also heartless,
Eat on human feelings and yet laugh,
You are a sadist. Why had God created you?

One visit of yours will ruin kingdoms,
Destroy happiness and friendship,
Kill the love even in a brave heart,You are a pain. Cant God exempt us of you?

Like a venomous serpent,
Swallowing all its innocent preys,
Love and happiness flows straight into your belly,
You are a villain. Can’t God destroy you?

Hearts with Cupid’s decorated arrow,
Will sadden with your lightest look,
Mercy is despised in your kingdom,
You have no kindness. Can’t God save us?

Pain laden hearts, with tears rolling down,
Is the best that you could ever enjoy,
For Satan is your master and you his slave,
You are ruthless. Can’t God emancipate humans?

You take away grown up sons from
Old, tried parents,
You take away sweet hearts from,
Young, happy lovers,
You take away happiness from,
Poor, merry humans,

Like a lion tearing a poor lamb,
And roaring victoriously,
You smile with your blood stained teeth,
For Humans are eternally wedded to you.
Why?

Kinds of men

2007-03-20T17:48:00.000+05:30

You in my mind and heart,
Bard thou art a master of different kinds of characters on earth,
Calling all the nymphs and muses to assist me pen,
A tribute to all the men that I have come across,
The different kinds of men that he hath created on Earth
Calling on to the muse of poetry and love to guide my venture,
Here I begin…

Gallant, strong, wild, handsome,
Many attributes to add on like a bag of ransom,
So manly forgetting the better part of life,
Unknowing the rhythm of wife,
For being a gallant strengthens their heart,
Not even a word of praise or smile for an artfully made tart,
Like a strong tornado, wild yet ravishing,
No sweet lady with beauty lavishing,
Would comprehend these unfathomable men.

For you ladies fancying bodily pleasure,
These serve well, for they never treasure,
Thine love but body.

Intelligent, bright, brainy, quick-witted,
Quizzical in all terms, with knowledge stored like hive pitted,
Any subject or topic of complication to discuss,
They are all set to answer it without a fuss,
For these kinds of men have lasting memory,
And they need no bother of their life summary,
For them life is never a mystery, it is all calculated,
For these kinds love and lover are never miscalculated,
Both are just like an unsolvable puzzle.

For you ladies fancying just unimaginable intellect,
These serve well, for they never neglect,
Their books and your quizzical love.

Ravishing, smart, stunning, glowing,
For it seems that beauty is always a salve owing,
Energetic, like a magnet attracts all dames with a smile,
For their stature will never remain hostile,
Fairy- like women buzz around them, as this kind are like honey,
For these men women are just machine making money,
They tranquilize as many dames as possible like a vampire,
Spinning around, all by themselves a big empire,
None can comprehend their depth and life.

For you ladies fancying only ravishing beauty,
These serve well, for they never abhor your beauty,
Until it remains attractive.

Kind, gentle, delicate, soft,
For you never know their existence like a breeze wafted,
Mercy is always seen on their eyes,
For these kind are forever considered wise,
Always thoughtful in every step they take,
For there is truth in all their promises never a fake,
Light as a gentle breeze, with gentleness written all over,
May not be gallant, brainy or smart but never needs a facial cover,
For they are always perfect gentle men.

For you ladies seeking virtuous men,
These serve well, for they always care you,
Till the coffin calls.

Gallant, intelligent, ravishing, kind
A very rare combination indeed, a perfect figure in many a mind,
Their thoughts are a basket of knowledge,
While their ravishing beauty is what everyone acknowledges,
Tender and kind like a mother,
Amalgamations of all perfection to match none other,
Princely and heavenly attitude wise and perfect,
Which no earthly being can ever wrecked,
But for themselves.

For you ladies who seek perfection,
These serve well, for they are immaculate,
But yet to be born on earth.

Four kinds of men on earth,
For none born can ever deny any one of these cadres,
Oh! Ye muses I thank thee for thine mercy,
For mine thought aye blemish less.

Melancholy of Meadows

2007-02-20T12:58:00.001+05:30

The soft music of the shepherd,
The bleating of a flock of sheep,
Melodious songs of the young shepherdess,
Green Meadows spread over acres,
Chill breeze over the mountains,
Rare scene indeed for today’s youth,

Unheard is the songs of the farmers,
Happy tunes to make mother earth greener,
Pleasant melodies to reap as well as sow,
In harmony with the little birds chirp on the trees,
Sound of water from the nearby well attune to these songs,
Rare sight of green mother earth,

Mud and thatched huts with dunk floors,
Clay walls, which would melt like a farmer’s heart,
Earthen vessels to cook healthy food,
Food with no artificial flavoring and coloring,
Families sit together for a hearty meal,
Rare spectacle indeed in modern world,

Sparkling, azure blue, crystal clear river water,
Flowing down the lane, with a musical note,
Young village women singing tunes of beloved,
Bathing and filling their mud pots with water,
Laughter and merry all around the place,
Rare sight indeed in our concrete jungle,

Laughter of young lovers,
Somewhere in the sugarcane field,
Sweet talks and worriless dreamy world,
Enjoying the taste of the stolen ripe mangoes,
Running about without other’s knowledge and flirting,
A rare scene for city dwellers,

Red soil, muddy and dusty lands,
Undressed young children playing in it,
For them muddy soil and clay serves as a dress,
Taunting Sun never disturbs their hunt for Chameleons,
For all they think about is the game they play,
Rare thing to do for today’s kids,

Dance of joy in merriment,
Women holding hands and enjoying,
Work done in total happiness, by sharing and caring,
Neighbors share their day’s broth with each other,
Evening’s talks about the woman, who fled,
Rare scene for modern workingwomen,

Taintless, pure, water from heaven,
Showers of blessings for every farmer,
Dances of merriment for women and children,
Thunder and lightening unheard music for all,
Joy for all from seeds to shepherds, farmers to folks,
Rare to enjoy the rain in our life,

Gone are the melodies of life,
For we threw them away in exchange for modernity,
Far across the mountains and rivers,
I hear the melancholic tunes of the meadows,
Beckoning mankind to return for everlasting joys,
In the lap of Mother Nature….

Will we respond?

The Firefly

2007-02-16T11:48:00.000+05:30

Bright, sparkling, twinkling
Your manliness attracts me near,
Bluish gentleness with a smile,
I dance around you with a smear,
Your radiant heat warm yet away a mile,
Like a tikling bird I dance the dance Tinikling.

The awe mind that has blossomed,
Round and round I try to come closer,
You brighten the whole room with light,
Wish that you would never die down like Caesar,
I will be the oil for you to burn bright,
Your liking for me indeed very seasoned.

Yellow the color that I desire,
Untamed lust in me screaming joyously,
The dance of glee rejoicing with pain,
Closer I get to you more I hurt me noiselessly,
This wild seducing dance I know has no gain,
My love kills me yet I dance knowing thou art fire.

Sweet is the tortures of love,
Meek I am without your love dear,
I swain in pain for my dance never attracts,
Unsuccessful is mine love I part with a tear,
Wind plays and bends you towards me, but bitter facts,
I know my day has come to an end as meek as a dove.

Love, I know thee well and your thoughts,
But I can’t throw away this newfound love for you,
Awaiting the first touch and kiss,
I dance around again and again focusing you,
Here I come into your world forcing a kiss,
I dig a grave for myself with your thoughts.

Here I lay peacefully,
In your arms eyeing your bluish eyes,
For I know there is no love but pity in it,
Wishing a joyous dance of glory with thee in my next birth…

Streak of hope

2007-01-29T18:28:00.000+05:30

I see a streak ray of hope,
When a little ant fights to lift a big grain,
A ray of sunlight trying to add light to Neon lit offices,
Lover hoping to meet his lady love at least for a minute,
An Indian woman trying to educate her girl child,
Widow hoping her husband alive for a second to express her love,
I see a steak of hope.

I see a streak of hope,
When a software engineer struggles with errors in his program,
An orphan child waiting for a Christmas gift,
A deer running away from a hungry lion,
Old beggar with tears filled eyes looking at a man for generous alms,
An ailing man praying for another day of life,
I see a streak of hope.

I see a streak of hope,
When aged parents in old age homes talk of their sons abroad,
A farmer looking up the sky after plowing his little land,
An issueless couple visiting a kindergarten,
Life prisoner’s parole being accepted for a week,
A dog waiting for bones after his master finishes biriyani,
I see a streak of hope.

I see a streak of hope,
When a little sapling breaks open tight soil to live,
A baby forcing its way to see the world from a womb,
Crippled puppy trying to walk its way to food,
A dumb man trying to convey his argument,
Fisherman struggling to reach shore after his catch,
I see a streak of hope.

I see a streak of hope,
In every little things around me,
From humans to animals, from richest to the impaired,
Life runs only on hopes,
For there is nothing beyond hoping for the best,
Hope your way, the rest would follow you.

For behind every gloomy dark night,
There is and will be a bright sunny day…

My Madness

2007-01-22T18:21:00.000+05:30

What kind of madness is this?
Madness, which doesn’t help
Yet I like it, with silly pleasure
Found memories fresh in mind
Cherishing moments in heart
What kind of madness is this?

What kind of madness is this?
Where I like even pain, without pleasure,
Where melancholic is taken with a smile,
Where the world is a ball of joy and fun,
All that I see is rosy and beautiful
What kind of madness is this?

What kind of madness is this?
I know the black pain hidden behind,
Yet I expect a word of happiness from you,
Those eyes to nod once in acceptance,
To see that smile just for me,
What kind of madness is this?

What kind of madness is this?
Wishing you by my side always,
Uttering silly things, though I know the fact,
Look into your eyes for hours to search for me,
Listen to your heart, beat just for me,
What kind of madness is this?

What kind of madness is this?
Unknown tunes running fast in mind,
Dreaming with smiles and cheers,
Thoughts just about you,
Hoping that things would work
What kind of madness is this?

What kind of madness is this?
You a drop of dew on a lotus leaf
Me the leaf, with a tear
Never to mingle in life
Yet hoping a miracle
What kind of madness is this?

Is it a game of Cupid or fate?
LOVE or MADNESS…

Lesson from a Hopper

2007-01-02T16:38:00.000+05:30

Everyday the same,
Wake with a sleepy eyes,
With things to do that day running in mind,
Brush trying to wipe of pending work,
Dress thinking of status meetings,
Eat with haunting memories of mangers.

Everyday the same,
Drive with hundreds of tensions in mind,
Smile at colleagues wondering their work status,
Wish boss with a cajoling nod seeing the watch,
Reach the workstation check mails with anxiety,
Reply to high priority client mails.

Everyday the same,
Work with strict deadlines ready to pounce,
Lunch from the cafeteria, food with no mercy for taste buds,
Droopy eyes waiting to finish work and rest,
Watch on the time ticking fast and the mounting work,
Look at the watch after hours its quarter past eleven.

Everyday it’s the same,
I don’t have Sundays or holidays,
I am paid well, to maintain luxury not enjoy,
I see friends to just boast of my high position and pay,
I know matching their enjoyment with mine is impossible,
I understand my tough life.

Everyday it’s the same but this day,
I saw a grasshopper and remembered,
Nursery story the ant and the grasshopper,
I am the ant not the hopper but what pleasure to gain,
Work till death and never enjoy the hopper’s life,
I learnt a lesson.

Everyday is not the same,
Happy hopper’s lesson I learnt,
What is important in life is to live for today not tomorrow,
Worries of tomorrow make us forget today’s happiness,
Life is a cup of happiness drink it till the lease,
Be a hopper and an ant to live life, for you get the boon only once…

A letter to my daughter

2006-11-27T17:03:00.000+05:30

As I sit near you this day,
Daughter I am only reminded of the day,
When I first heard you cry, my unforgettable day,
A pink, fair skinned, white queen you were born that day,
You squeaked and twisted your little body in my hands, your first day,
I saw you yawn and sleep without making any noise that fine day.

Parenting was a challenge, I thought that day,
You crawled and walked straight to me after a few day,
When you first said “daddy” and hugged me, I was the happiest man that day,
I felt proud to take you out for walks in our garden everyday,
Our family trend of abhorring our neighbors, you puked on his face that funny day,
I enjoyed all the little tricks that you did with your tender, little hands everyday.

Those little drops of tears that I wiped off on your first school day,
Is still fresh in my mind. You came back running and saying, it was a gay day,
Merriment was not far away from me, when you topped the scores on your school day,
You grew up to be a young lady one beautiful spring day,
I called you my little princess from that day,
You were always my best partner in our dancing party day.

I remember it was your graduation day,
When your face seemed radiant on that gleeful day,
You introduced me to your future caretaker that day,
I felt you were too young for a relationship, thinking you to be my little kid everyday,
Your mother’s eyes proved my thoughts wrong that joyful day,
My eyes were filled with tears, for my little princess was a lady this fine day.

My memory is fresh the most awaited wedding day,
I had a feeling that you were a fairy dressed all in white such a beautiful day,
As we walked down the aisle hand in hand, I was a proud father that day,
On seeing your wedding, tears wetted my cheeks, you held my hand firmly, a joyous day,
I knew it was a day to part from you, the most sorrowful day,
With a drop of tear and a kiss you bid me good bye on your wedding day.

Days passed by and gloominess filled me, missing your presence everyday,
One morning you gave glad news, for I was to be a granddad soon, awesome spring day,
By summer, I would have a little child on my lap to make a proud day,
When you used to walk with me in the gardens, talking about your tours lovely days,
That winter by the window we sat talking about your childhood and your darling days,
Your beautiful face with a glow, a mother-to-be a memorable day.

Soon it was summer and my prayers increased with your fears on the unexpected day,
It was a beautiful morning, when the doctor confirmed the day,
Expectations, anxiety mounting as you screamed with pain that day,
I saw a pink, fair skinned, white queen just like you such a beautiful day,
Just to mar my happiness the doctor, announced you’re failing health day,
It was a day of happiness and worries what a gloomy day.

You were happy to see your little daughter, merry in my hands that summer day,
Though happy, it was a difficult task to act before you that day,
Every night when I kissed you good night, I prayed God to grant another day,
Mornings, I wake you and see your happy face everyday,
Wishing that you would be alright some day,
Praying God, to add my days to your days.

That spring, the words you told me daughter that day,
“Father, you have always been my Guardian angel, be the same for my daughter”
And you closed your beautiful eyes, holding my hands just the way you did the first day,
Gloom spread everywhere as you left me to your heavenly abode that day,
Daughter you gave me your days, so I could take care of your daughter everyday,
I would for I see you in her my dear daughter missing you all days.

As I sit near your grave, with flowers in your daughters hands, on your birthday…
Daughter I tell you, I miss you everyday,
For you are my fairy queen and my God sent gift refreshing my days,
For every dad, his daughter is the best, so are you to me my dear daughter.

God's Creations

2006-11-08T15:43:00.000+05:30

Rosy hue, fresh fragrance, and joy everywhere,
For God was to create living beings on earth,
Rejoicing the word of the beautiful creation,
Angels gather in circles fluttering their sparkling, white wings,
Discussing about God’s decision,
God’s court was full of anxious angels,
While God silently walked by to his throne.

The artful architect started his work,
And lo! There it was his first creation,
Which stood on four legs, with long ears and small eyes,
Though a beautiful creation,
Not much admiration flourished amidst angels,
God spoke to his creation,
“Thou will be named Donkey,
And you would work from dawn to dusk,
Less in intelligence, I grant thee fifty years of life”
Away from greed the donkey returns thirty of his life span,
Happily goes to live on earth.

Merciful architect again on work,
This time he could hear the sighs of angels,
Thus created a wonder which barked,
It stood on four legs but was sharper than the first creation,
Even received few applause from the angels,
God said,
“Thou will be named Dog,
Faithful to thine master and eat all scraps he gives,
Better intelligence than donkey, I grant thee thirty years of life”
Not too greedy the dog returned fifteen of his life span,
Merrily went to his heaven the earth.

Graceful architect sat to work,
When a little nymph with all his tricks made him smile,
Nymph tumbled and twisted with his little winged body,
With merriment he created a being,
Which stood on four, two and even one leg,
God saw his harmless tricks and said,
“Thou will be called Monkey,
You will amuse people with your tricks,
Much better in intelligence than dog, I grant thee twenty years of life”
Greedless monkey sat on the master’s lap and wished only for ten years,
So he chirped and went joyfully to his abode.

God stood up and walked away,
Promising to create a being the next day,
Which would amuse all angels and all beings he had created,
Tired angels formed circles to discuss,
They kept awake wondering what he would create,
It was dawn and the excited angels waited,
For almighty to start his creation.

Mighty architect looked tired,
For he had kept awake thinking about his next creation,
Few angels flapped their wings in excitement,
Suddenly, the being appeared, which stood on two legs,
Almost all angels fell in love with his remarkable beauty,
God saw himself in his creation and said,
“Thou will be called Human,
You will be rational and master all my other creations
Superior most in intelligence, thou shall live for twenty long years”
Greedy man spoke,
“Lord, twenty thy grant me ain’t ample,
Grant me the thirty that donkey refused,
Fifteen that the faithful creature refused,
And also the ten the monkey refused.”
God smiled and granted.

And so man came on earth with seventy five years of life,
The first twenty God given years he spend merrily,
With admiration for the world around him,
Next thirty donkey years lived like a donkey after marriage,
With more burden and life of worries,
The next fifteen dog years lived like a dog guarding his family,
With the food that is given to him,
The last ten monkey years lived like a monkey moving from one son’s house to another,
With tired body, doing tricks just to amuse grand children.

He sat in one corner and thought of his life,
The donkey, dog, and monkey lived in merry and died joyfully,
They were not as intelligent as him yet happy,
He knelt and prayed to God,
“God why am I not happy?”
A thunder in the clear skies and a voice replied,
“It’s your greed my son, never ending greed”
Man heard and closed his eyes never to open again.

World of Loneliness

2006-09-25T14:15:00.000+05:30

World of loneliness
I admire it a lot,
Some times I close my eyes to be alone,
Lost in my own thoughts,
A world just for me,
Too good to be shared

World of loneliness
Of great imaginations,
Starry nights and icy winds,
Fragrance of fresh Jasmine and rose,
Lovely music of the sea shore,
A beautiful world created in my world of loneliness.

World of loneliness
Now-a-days loneliness a thorn in my heart,
Same starry nights and icy winds,
Freezes me with pain,
Jasmines no more smell good,
Loneliness an everlasting pain

World of loneliness
Away from you, I feel loneliness,
Tears wet my eyes,
Thoughts of the lost happiness,
Rejoicing even the worst loneliness,
Life was a joy then.

World of loneliness
Shroud of darkness covers me,
Awaiting a little candle light,
A dark glass room just me and my loneliness,
To wade away this eternal darkness,
Bliss not away from me.

World of loneliness
Many people around me,
Yet I feel alone and so lonely,
May be your absence created it,
These feelings not permanent yet sour,
Hurt not eternal yet feel the pain.

World of loneliness
Away with thee,
For thine love ain’t true,
I despite thee, for this loneliness,
That you have left me in,
Indigestible loneliness with pain

World of loneliness
Dark around me,
Stars with no light yet bright,
Roses with good hues yet no fragrance,
Nay thou can’t take away mine happiness with thee,
For thy love ain’t true.

World of loneliness
Come I shall enjoy thee,
For I am myself, my true self,
None to disturb me and my world,
For I shall find pleasure in my loneliness too,
Life, not a pond but a river…

World of loneliness
Pleasure and pain in everything we see,
World of people or loneliness,
Life has to go on,
For life is a mixture of both,
This perfect blend is a happy life…

What a life?

2006-09-21T14:56:00.001+05:30

I see her everyday,
With a smile on her wrinkled face,
I don’t know her much,
But she has a cute smile for everyone she sees,
A dull, old, torn, red sari that she wears,
And a little bag that she hangs on her hip is her only material asset.

I see her everyday,
Her face bright with turmeric,
A huge red round ‘bindhi’ on her forehead,
No jasmines to adorn her head,
But she makes sure there is a flower before her God,
So systematic she lives.

I see her everyday,
People never mind her presence,
An ordinary scavenger by profession,
Work, to clean the toilets everyday and keep it spic and span,
I have never seen her brood for it,
She sits on one corner of the rest room, waiting for people to order her.

I see her everyday,
Heartless people spit everywhere,
Which she cleans without regret and fretting,
That little place seems to be her heavenly abode,
I was surprised to see her eat and sleep there,
Wonder will any one of us do that.

I see her everyday,
Though an illiterate, she loves to browse newspapers,
With no pain or hurt feelings she does her job perfectly,
Yet if some complain, she rectifies immediately,
What perfection in her work
I really admire her.

I see her everyday,
Curious to know why she chose this profession, I asked,
Her reply haunts my mind still,
“I clean other’s dirt and filth for my child’s food,
So that one day she will not live like me but like you”.
A little drop of tear in the corner of her eyes.

We come across many people like her,
We the educated, professionals in concrete jungle have no time,
To even think, they are also humans,
What lives are we living?
Undoubtedly luxurious, stamping many people like her.

An IT Dream

2006-09-21T14:54:00.000+05:30

I have a dream,
To wake up in the morning, without thoughts of work,
To get ready to work, without thoughts of my manager,
To dress up neatly, without thoughts of my colleagues,
To eat my food at ease, without thoughts of carry over work,
To wave my family good bye, without any thoughts of the late night return,
I have a dream.

I have a dream,
To drive my vehicle, without thoughts of the day’s meetings,
To greet a colleague, without thoughts of his early coming,
To sit in the workstation, without thoughts of the work burden,
To check mails, without thoughts of receiving a stinker,
To smile cheerfully, without thoughts of the work to begin,
I have a dream.

I have a dream,
To smoke my cigarette, without thoughts of the unfinished coding,
To eat delicious lunch, without thoughts of the new projects,
To think of onsite work, without thoughts of long line of competitors,
To work smartly, without thoughts of the deadlines to meet,
To chat with friends, without thoughts of the pending work,
I have a dream.

I have a dream,
To see a day, without thoughts of computers and mouse,
To enjoy good music, without thoughts of concalls to attend,
To watch a movie, without thoughts of client meetings,
To go picnicking, without haunting thoughts of the onsite work,
To talk to my dear ones, without thoughts of the day’s bad meetings,
I have a dream.

I have a dream,
To wish happy birthday, without thoughts of remorse for the forgotten anniversary,
To sleep on mother’s lap, without thoughts of future life as an IT guy,
To enjoy a party, without thoughts of working days,
To celebrate Sundays, without thoughts of Mondays,
To reach home, without thoughts of disturbing her sleep,
I have a dream.

I have a dream,
To dream of all that I can do if not an IT guy
Fortunately or unfortunately I am not one…

My dreams

2006-07-06T14:50:00.000+05:30

Dreams are enough for me
Dreams that we have lived together
Rested my head on your shoulder
Walked on moon-lit nights
Whispered secrets in your ears
Dreams are enough for me

Dreams are enough for me
Life of bliss everlasting
Two children and happily family
Small fights and fragrant jasmines
A drop of tear and a little consoling word
Dreams are enough for me

Dreams are enough for me
Late evenings and coaxing smiles to make-up
Bad dinners and convincing answers
Unexpected questions and enjoyable answers
Party drinks and cajoling smiles
Dreams are enough for me

Dreams are enough for me
Surprise gifts and long nights
Birthday parties and happiness
Long tours and second honeymoon
Cinema second shows and playful hands
Dreams are enough for me

Dreams are enough for me
Old age and toothless smiles
Counting gray hair and feelings proud
Time with grand children and old-age love
Waiting for death and hoping it before yours
Dreams are enough for me

Dreams are enough for me
To enjoy a life of happiness with you
Not necessary I have to marry you
Blessed I am for God has given me dreams
With you will I live for ages in mine own world
Dreams are enough for me…

My Dark Prince

2006-07-05T11:02:00.000+05:30

I search for you
Into the dark and deep concrete jungle
Amidst humans who care least
In this self-centered world
Full of greed for the green papers
I search for you

I search for you
Amidst the long lost greenery
Places where there were fresh and sweet scented flowers
Lush green gardens where I heard birds chirp
Into the fields, which were once green with crops
I search for you

I search for you
Amidst people who have no friends
Desperate and needy humans
Joyless and unsatisfied rush for power
Where murder is just an accomplishment
I search for you

I search for you
In this loveless world
A world of unhappy people
Where bliss is an unheard solution
Where violence takes its upper hand
I search for you

I search for you
Desperately lost of love
Away from the pleasures of love
Far from the land of my dreams and love
An alien world away from your love
I search for you

I search for you
My dark prince, my savior, my knight
Take me away from this loveless world
Into our dream world filled with love and bliss
Away with a kiss we fly off to the perfect Shangri-la
There ends my search…

There ends my search…
As this world is filled with pains and misfortunes
Unchangeable by man
Lets do away with earth
And build a land of love and happiness
Come my dark prince…. come…

Your gift!

2006-04-20T12:52:00.000+05:30

I feel beauty of life
When I see you
When you talk to me
When you smile
When I close my eyes and see you
When I see the moon yet see your face
I feel the beauty of life

I feel the beauty of life
When we have long shore talks
When we talk with our eyes
When you listen to my secret feelings
When you whisper softly in my ears
When you look into my eyes
I feel the beauty of life

I feel the beauty of life
When you are happy
When you rejoice life
When you take pleasure in me
When you love talking to me
When you feel me
I feel the beauty of life

I feel the beauty of life
When I first felt love in me
When I knew you are the one
When I decided life with you
When I first touched you with love
When I felt you and your manliness
I feel the beauty of life

I feel the pain of life
When I think of the fact
When you are no more with me
When my dreams fondly think of you
When memories trace back to you
When I think of cunning cupid
I feel the pain of life

I felt the pain of life
When I question am I not made for you?
When you never answer me
When you left me alone
When I knew you never cared
When understood bitter things
I felt the pain of life

I felt the pain of life
When in uncertainty you are dumb
When you never respond to my feelings
When I think of our culmination
When I feel that it’s all over
When my heart weeps with pain
I felt the pain of life

I felt the pain of life
When I learnt my heart never gives up
When decisions made by emotions never die
When I long for it again and again
When my waiting is prolonged
When it is a never ending wait
I felt the pain of life

I feel it all because of you
Beauty or pain of life
My life is all yours
Love tell me
What’s your gift for my love?
Love or pain!

My search

2006-04-13T19:41:00.000+05:30

I search for myself
Lost is this poor creature
Amidst a land of loveless humans
With you far off from me
Lost is this poor poet
I search for myself

I search for myself
Into the so called gray matter
Meticulous things it does for everyone
Some very joyous and happy of it
My search is never ending
I search for myself

I search for myself
Like a kid who lost her doll
Disparate I look out for myself
A loss of identity I don’t find
Restless I am without a face of mine
I search for myself

I search for myself
Into the vast stretch of sky
A huge painting with splashes of white clouds by God
Search continues into the sea
Azure land of various creatures
I search for myself

I search for myself
All day and night I look for me
Heaven is not spared at all
There also I go searching
Dancing halls of Indhra, judgment courts of Shiva
I search for myself

I search for myself
Wondering if I am so sinful
Into the depthless, the Earth’s core
Search in the Hell amidst sinful people
Melancholy again I don’t find me
I search for myself

I search for myself
How long this hide and seek?
I am tried and restless
Searching on land and skies for me
Then I realize my endless folly
I search for myself

I search for myself
And reach beyond your deep eyes
In I go with rejoiced heart filled with pleasure
Down below my search ends
There I live in your heart as merry as ever
My search ends here

My search ends here
I have found myself
Rich as a queen in your heart’s abode
Will you keep me there forever?

Our Meeting

2006-04-13T16:08:00.000+05:30

Meeting after ages
Just the thought brings smiles
We have been apart, apart miles
Far away huge seas and vast peninsulas
Never made a difference in my love to you
Meeting after ages

Meeting after ages
There has never been a chance
To be away from your thoughts
You were safe every moment in my heart’s palace
Dancing everyday to my heart’s beat
Meeting after ages

Meeting after ages
Those lovely looking cute eyes
The sparkling enchanting smile
That enticing sound of your laugh
And your warm hands
Meeting after ages

Meeting after ages
It seems like a fairy tale
Prince and the princess meet on a snowy evening
A meaningful meeting to rejoice
Let Heaven and Earth envy
Meeting after ages

Meeting after ages
Wish we could fly to the Moon
Sit and talk all the missed out feelings
On a starry night with none to disturb
Just the fairies fanning chill to us
Meeting after ages

Meeting after ages
Those long missed kisses
Warm hugs and tight touches
Short nights of admiration of each other
Long lasting memories
Meeting after ages

Meeting after ages
Like the meeting of a long lost cub
With tears of joy and long lost smiles
Long missed talks and joys
To listen your silent words
Meeting after ages

Meeting after ages
Just you and me on a starry eve
Make me mesmerized
With your warm hugs and tickles
What a perfect Shangri-la
Meeting after ages

Just waiting for those lovely moments
Of our first meet after ages
With love laden heart I await
Just for that one day…

Your silence

2006-04-12T17:51:00.000+05:30

Is there a meaning in your silence?
Time answers many questions
Your silence makes me question time
Sometimes restless too
They say eyes speak in love
But your silence also speaks
Is there a meaning in your silence?

Is there a meaning in your silence?
Days come in after a short nights
But what would come after your silence
A small smile with twinkling eyes
Uttering no words to break your silence
It conveys it all to me
Is there a meaning in your silence?

Is there a meaning in your silence?
Walking on sea shores clutched hands
Just the music of the sea shore
No words to hear from you
I hear your silence
Beauty of your tight lips
Is there a meaning in your silence?

Is there a meaning in your silence?
I find a lot of meaning in it
When love is true only hearts speak
Words shy to come out
For my heart speaks to yours
Then what do words do in between us
Is there a meaning in your silence?

Is there a meaning in your silence?
I hear your heart speak to mine
Away from society and your mother
For it loves me true
Hearts speaks no lie my dear
Listening to it always matters
Is there a meaning in your silence?

Yes, there is a meaning
In every silence of yours
For I feel it all every moment every second…

My Pregnancy

2006-04-11T12:39:00.000+05:30

I feel a life in me
So safe and secure I keep you
No one will harm you here
My thoughts are always about you
Sometimes tickling pleasurably
Often make me feel merry of life
I feel a life in me

I feel a life in me
So pleasurable forever
Morn or eve I feel you in me
When I close mine eyes I feel
The slow moments of thoughts in me
An adorable pleasure forever
I feel a life in me

I feel a life in me
Safe in me thou art
Nature can’t force you out of me
For this pregnancy can never be delivered
I am a mother now with your thoughts
Yes, with your thoughts as my child
I feel a life in me

I feel a life in me
For love is also a pregnancy
No ever so due dates for it
I bear thee in my heart forever
Nature can force a child out of a mother
But none can remove love from a heart
I feel a life in me

I feel a life in me
So happy I am to be a mother
To be a mother eternally
For thine thoughts will never fade
A mother will never forget her child
So will I be, never to erase fond memories
I feel a life in me

I feel a life in me
So secure you are in mine heart
Neither you nor I can ever remove
Those lovely thoughts and memories
Those long talks and happy nights
Little fights and happy reunions
I feel a life in me

I feel a life in me
I am pregnant with your thoughts
This would continue forever and ever
Until I breathe my last breathe
This memorable pleasure and pain
Forever mine shareable by none
I feel a life in me

I feel a life in me
For Love is also a pregnancy
Aye! All you in love don’t you agree?
A pleasure, memorable than real motherhood
A pregnancy forever and ever
With less pain and more pleasure
I feel a life in me

I feel a life in me
Forever you will be in me
Ever and ever
For my love for thee is never ending
With a kiss to my pregnancy
I wish you were with me
I feel a life in me

I feel a life in me
Distances never make a difference
For I am always pregnant with your thoughts
This life in me will never fade
So will my love for you eternal
I seek no permissions from thee
For I love thee true
Pregnant with thine thoughts
I feel thee in me…

Phoenix Love

2006-04-04T18:55:00.000+05:30

I wish I were a Phoenix
Merry to rise from my ashes
Forgetting all that feelings past
Removing you from my memories
Like nature pulling out a child from a safe womb
To forget everything and live
I wish I were a Phoenix

I wish I were a Phoenix
Will my heart listen to you my mind?
I don’t understand easy to love
Alas! easy to install you in my dreams
Think you as my prince of dreams
But eternal memory loss is better than forgetting you
I wish I were a Phoenix

I wish I were a Phoenix
My poor heart doesn’t understand
That your thoughts aren’t with me
They linger else where away from my world
But yet I mine heart doesn’t accept it
Will this pain ever recede?
I wish I were a Phoenix

I wish I were a Phoenix
For I know you are no more mine
You remain only in my dreams
With fond memories of those days of joy
For Cupid hath been merciless
He struck only me leaving you
I wish I were a Phoenix

I wish I were a Phoenix
To rise from my own ashes and take a rebirth
But love you in that new form of mine also
Mine heart will love only you
No matter how many times I turn to ash
Will Cupid shower his blessings?
I wish I were a Phoenix

I wish I were a Phoenix
So in my rebirth to continue my love for you
Oh! Cupid blesseth me for thou art merciful
Thou hath made mine heart with ever lasting love
Love for you my dear eternal, in mine heart
Wil’est thou ever understand me once in your life time?
I wish I were a Phoenix

I wish I were a Phoenix
I hear mine mind fighting with mine heart
He hath mine prince mine love says mine heart
Nay for he hath deserted thee, says mine mind
No love flows in his heart knows mine mind
But lo! Will mine heart listen to thee oh! Poor mind.
I wish I were a Phoenix

I wish I were a Phoenix
This battle of heart and mind aye never ending
For he hath settled in mine heart
Like a prince ruling mine heart
Never will I forget the long lasting pleasures
And the memories of midnight
I wish I were a Phoenix

I wish I were a Phoenix
For love is a pain, a never ending pain
Tears drench mine eyes but go waste
For he no longer cares for mine poor heart
Oh! All pain laden hearts hear me
Love is a pain, for all born on earth
I wish I were a Phoenix

I wish I were a Phoenix
For every birth I take I would love you
With all mine heart…..
I wish I were a Phoenix

The Czar

2006-03-24T16:55:00.000+05:30

You are the Czar of the universe
Your rule extends all over human kind
Your magnetism powers everyone
No man would throw you out with glee
No rule will exist without you
You are the Czar of the universe

You are the Czar of the universe
From a child to a ripe old man
From the beggar to the richest man
People need you every moment of life
People cherish you and even a few pray to you
You are the Czar of the universe

You are the Czar of the universe
They say you can do wonders, perform magic
They also pray to the lady luck to send you
For those who don’t posses thee beg for you
For those who hoard thee live for thee
You are the Czar of the universe

You are the Czar of the universe
You can save lives and also mar lives
You bring a smile and also kill a smile
From known fact you are something that everyman longs unsatisfied
From today’s saints to tomorrow’s Gods
You are the Czar of the universe

You are the Czar of the universe
No satisfaction prevails to hoard you forever
No human says no to you at any point
Yes, you are the creator of many things
Yes, you are the best friend of man
You are the Czar of the universe

You are the Czar of the universe
You have different shapes and sizes
You are of different colors in different lands
But, everyman on earth slogs for you
But, does hoarding you bring everything?
You are the Czar of the universe

You are the Czar of the universe
All power lies on you is an universal truth
All mortal beings long for your presence with them
Can you really do the magic?
Can you do everything that a human needs?
You are the Czar of the universe

You are the Czar of the universe
You can buy any kind of luxury
You can get the world’s finest food and wine
You can even buy a mother and father
You can give all pleasures to a mortal being
You are the Czar of the universe

You are the Czar of the universe
Love can also be bought by you
Love that overflows every moment of your life
Friendship is not a far off thing for you
Friendship that shares and cares every being
You are the Czar of the universe

You are the Czar of the universe
You can buy the worlds’ finest everything
But, you can never buy true love or true friends
But, you can never buy your creator
Money you may be the czar and rule humans
But not true humans with values….

Money I spite you for thou
Hath marred mine Lord’s Paradise….

Thoughts about you

2006-03-23T19:51:00.000+05:30

Thoughts about you
Like spring season in my heart
Fresh spark of joy
A slight smile of happiness
Glee from nowhere suddenly pops up
Thoughts about you

Thoughts about you
When I close my eyes dreamy feeling
Touches my heart a unique joy
An unknown pleasure touch of delight
A song of unknown rhythm sings my lips
Thoughts about you

Thoughts about you
Though miles apart, seas apart far away
My ever green feelings for you will ever remain
With my heart beat making a rhythmic sound of joy
And I sit to listen to it every moment
Thoughts about you

Thoughts about you
Like the tender pinkish feet of a baby
The touch of ice on my lips on a sunny bright day
A fragrant blow of breeze from a Jasmine field
Feelings when my mind is filled with
Thoughts about you

Thoughts about you
Mesmerizing times spent together
Just you and me in my mind’s dream
Land of joy and endless pleasures
Blessed by all the Gods on earth and heaven
Thoughts about you

Thoughts about you
Those joyous moments of long-lasting culmination
Contentment of watching your sleep all through the night
Those gentle eyes kissed with sleep and lips with a soft smile
Waiting for those moments yet again
Thoughts about you

Thoughts about you
Like the first drop of rain on the earth
The cheerful smile of a traveler on sight of an Oasis
First kiss of a child to his mother
The touch of the shield to an athlete
Thoughts about you

Thoughts about you
Tender and ever fresh in my mind’s heart
Days pass by with only thoughts in your absence
Longing for the day of the enchanting meeting again
The day when merriment and my creativity will reach contentment
Thoughts about you

Until that fine day
Just thoughts about you filled in my bosom…

My Death

2006-03-14T10:54:00.000+05:30

Sound of tears everywhere
Hark! I hear it louder and louder
People walk by me crying
Smell of fresh rose garland on me
They bend to kiss me last
Sound of tears everywhere

Sound of tears everywhere
Smell of pure agarbathi spread the room
A white shroud on me scented well
Flies being fanned off by loving mother
Wiping never ending tears from her eyes
Sound of tears everywhere

Sound of tears everywhere
There you come to see me last
Your sound of a bitter cry I hear
But lo! You had never heard my tears
And here I lie lifeless just for you
Sound of tears everywhere

Sound of tears everywhere
You call my name aloud to my deaf ears
Those ears which loved to hear your name
Now are numbed to your cry
They are lifeless with no blood
Sound of tears everywhere

Sound of tears everywhere
You sit by my side and see me
Hands which longed to touch you near by
But lo! They are numb and lifeless now
Finger still longing for your ring
Sound of tears everywhere

Sound of tears everywhere
Flowers strewn all around the room
Sensual smell, which you refused to give
Now your tears make no sense
Other than my numb heart feeling for it
Sound of tears everywhere

Sound of tears everywhere
If fate wasn’t harsh like you
Our love would have succeeded
These flowers would have been used for us
To decorate the first day’s bed, but alas!
Sound of tears everywhere

Sound of tears everywhere
I could hear the loud cry of my bereaved parents
But my numbed hands couldn’t console them
Love is so painful worthy of my life?
Will it take me to the land of the divine?
Sounds of tears everywhere

Sounds of tears everywhere
Cry louder and louder as they part my carcass
Left alone with my memories sweet and sour
There she faints my mother with pain laden heart
As they part me to a land unknown
Sounds of tears everywhere

Sounds of tears everywhere
You walk along with me all the way
I feel your presence near my numbed leg
Wiping painful tears strewing flowers
For this is our last walk in our life
Sounds of tears everywhere

Sounds of tears everywhere
We have strolled on the shores worriless
Bygone are those days never to come back
For mine pain laden heart hath stopped work
Thou hath denied me of thine love my dear
Sound of tears everywhere

Sound of tears everywhere
Tears of my dad wet my cheeks as he kisses me good bye
Tears roll down your eyes as u bend to bid me bye
Dad wont thee save me, wont thee take me with you anymore?
This marks the end of my life they nail my last bed
Sound of tears everywhere

Sound of tears everywhere
Into that deep dark ground I lay
It fears me a lot, dad wont thee save me?
Thou hath lead me all the way from birth to death
Its dark here scared and terrified with numbed body
Sound of tears everywhere

Suddenly, sounds stop forever for
He hath come to take me to the cursed land
For a grave mistake of mine
Love aye painful but life aye precious
God giveth only once
Not to throw as you like for life aye precious

Into the land of hell all alone
I go….letting my death
Be a knell to all those pain laden hearts
For death ain’t the solution for bereaved hearts….

The difference

2006-03-09T16:16:00.000+05:30

What a stark difference?
You are also a woman
You are also young may be of my age
You also have the features as me
I see no difference in our physic
But…what a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
I was dressed in perfect attire
I was well made up in appearance
You were in drapes all torn
You were with un-kept hair and face
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
I walk as if I know everything
I see stares from guys on roads
Your walk shows your hunger
Your presence stirs not even a dog on the way
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
I carry a stylish bag of leather
I wear shoes of glass with a touch of satin
You carry a gunny bag dark with dirt
You never seem to be worried about bare foot
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
I had breakfast with colored chutney
I had my mom to wave me good bye
You wonder when dustbin would fill with leaves
You have no one to care for
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
I have gold to adorn my ears and fingers
I have a stock of dresses in my almera
You had groomed your hair ages back
You hardly have a thing to wear today
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
I dream of the stars and the US
I think of marrying a prince from heaven
You hardly have a dream
You know marriage is far away from you
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
I spend lavishly for food
I feed my dog with chocolates
You search for food like a cur every day
You have never had anything sweet in life
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
I live a palatial house with people to care
I am a Cherub to all there
You have a corner of the road reserved for nights
You are a poor devil to all with none to care
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
I would never be able to be you
You will never take over me
I will always live a blessed life
You will always be cursed on a road corner
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
For I was also made by you my Lord
She is also a creation of you
Yet differences make life
For me to pity and her to envy
What a stark difference?

What a stark difference?
She is also a woman
She is also young may be of my age
She also has the features as me
She sees no difference in our physic
But…what a stark difference?

Every move of life
Teaches a harsh lesson…
Ever creation on earth
Has something to say…

Love

2006-03-08T18:41:00.000+05:30

When love rules your heart
It ain’t like ordinary
My friend it ain’t like ordinary…

When love rules your heart
Storms seem like tender winds
Floods seem like river flow
Quakes seem like earth’s dance
Volcano seem like a colorful fountain
When love rules your heart

When love rules your heart
Hunger runs away from you
Sleep runs away waving good bye
Pain runs away as it’s not fond of you
Trouble runs away on sight of your prince
When love rules your heart

When love rules your heart
Dreams are fond of you
Words are fond of your pen
Sighs are fond of your thoughts
Pleasures are fond of your memories
When love rules your heart

When love rules your heart
Fresh thoughts entice your mind
Lusty thoughts entice reminiscence
Dreamy thoughts entice heart’s mind
Wild desirous thoughts entice mind’s caves
When love rules your heart

When love rules your heart
Happy memories touch you
Crestfallen memories touch out off thoughts
Rainbow memories touch your heart and flutter
Joyous memories touch your minds eye
When love rules your heart

When love flees your heart
It ain’t like ordinary
My friend it ain’t like ordinary…

When love flees your heart
Mountains seem like ugly heap
Springs seem like useless hard water
Butterflies seem like hideous creatures
Rain seem like nature’s curse
When love flees your heart

When love flees your heart
Merriness runs away from you
Food runs away to a distant land
Music runs away to heathen place
Dream runs away to a land of joy
When love flees your heart

When love flees your heart
Pagans are fond of you
Devils are fond of your memories
Nightmares are fond of your sleep
Tortures are found of left-over pleasures
When love flees your heart

When love flees your heart
Death thoughts entice your memory
Unhappy thoughts entice the world around you
Gloomy thoughts entice the little happiness
Ominous thoughts entice your life
When love flees your heart

When love flees your heart
Crestfallen memories touch every minute
Melancholic memories touch thoughts and become favorite
Happy memories touch mind and make you despaired
Funeral memories touch to nail your mind
When love flees your heart

When love rules nor flees your heart
It is trouble
All you save your hearts….
For love is a necessary pain…
All man born on earth feels it
Pleasure and pain of love…

My heart beat

2006-03-07T19:35:00.000+05:30

It all seems like today
Ages have passed by…

My heart missed a beat
When I first saw you
When you stretched out your hand
When you spoke to me first
When you said you look good
When you stood talking for hours
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I met you
When we started dating
When we went on shopping
When we spent time in each other’s company
When we were in each other’s arms
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I wanted to say something
When you found that life was miserable
When you thought I should live with you
When you enjoyed my company
When you proposed to me
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I felt your love
When we first had a talk
When we had a long walk
When we never heard the waves on the shore
When we knew we loved each other
My heart missed a leap

My heart missed a leap
When I lost words
When you found them for me
When you touched me first
When you blew in my ears
When you kissed me first
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I saw the ring
When we decided
When we finalized things
When we knew everything was fine
When we heard the revolt
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I saw you parents
When you said your mother’s decision
When you were thinking twice
When you wanted to satisfy both
When your thoughts wavered
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I understood you
When we decided to go ahead
When we said this is the right time
When we told our friends
When we held hands
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I became your wife
When you were all to myself
When you said you love me lots
When you and your mother accepted me
When you became my world
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I knew a life in me
When we realized the fact
When we understood our culmination’s fruit
When we were to be too proud
When we heard a heart in me
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I first heard them cry
When you saw with sparkling eyes our babies
When you said they resemble me
When you said I am now a proud father of two
When you said I love you for this
My heart missed a beat

My heat missed a beat
When I heard them call me mom
When we were proud parents
When we shared happy moments
When we saw them grow
When we heard good things about them
My heart missed a beat

My heart missed a beat
When I knew it was time for marriages again
When you said just both of us now
When you saw me with love
When you said you look young still
When you whispered I love you
My heart missed a beat

You are a part of me
Even in our ripe old age
My heart beats only for you from day one
The day yours stop so will mine stop
For my heart beats only for you…

It all seems like today
Ages have passed by…

How I wish…

2006-02-21T17:02:00.000+05:30

I wish I were a dew drop
Happy on a leaf
Bathe tender butterfly wings
Quench little ant’s thirst
Kissed by Sunlight
Evaporate and blend with nature
How I wish I were a dew drop

I wish I were a butterfly
Happy on a flower
Sight of joy to all
Colorful vision to onlookers
Fluttering hither and thither
To joyous tunes on nature
How I wish I were a butterfly

I wish I were a little kitten
Happy on a master’s lap
Mewing to the rhythm of chair
Soft fur coat and sparkling eyes
Licking and purring on the little ones
A walk admired by all
How I wish I were a little kitten

I wish I were a Cuckoo
Happy on a corner tree
Singing for men to enjoy
Enjoy the sights of nature
On the highest top of a tree
Songs of joy and praise of Mother Nature
How I wish I were a Cuckoo

I wish I were least a Cur
Happy on the streets
Eating what he wishes
Sleeps on any corner
Mates any cur he likes
A life of joy and pleasure
How I wish I were least a Cur

How I wish I were not a human
Unhappy a curse of the creator
Fateful to live a life of pain
Love to add on more sorrows
Eat to live and die
Unhappy a man’s life
How I wish I were not a human!

Just you and me

2006-02-08T17:45:00.000+05:30

Just you and me
Come along with me
To a far off land
A perfect utopia
Just you and me

Just you and me
Let’s hide from worries
Harshness of life
Your mother
Just you and me

Just you and me
A perfect island
Abundant in joy
No tears anymore
Just you and me

Just you and me
Full of love
Butterflies all around
Colorful land of merriness
Just you and me

Just you and me
Air of scented breeze
Honey filled lips
Never ending kisses
Just you and me

Just you and me
Long walks in the shore
Listening to mermaids
Everlasting joy
Just you and me

Just you and me
Peaceful minds
Plentiful dreams
Slumber on your lap
Just you and me

Just you and me
Music of delight
Your thoughts and talks
Cupid’s own land
Just you and me

Just you and me
Island of pleasure
Nymphs’ melody tunes
Youthful fairies dancing
Just you and me

Just you and me
Memorable drenches in rain
Dance of tuneful shower
A perfect Shangri-la
Just you and me

Just you and me
Food made of love
Lasting tastes of joy
Dine by the shore
Just you and me

Just you and me
Garden of roses
Dance of happiness
Adorned only with roses
Just you and me

Just you and me
House with joy
Sparking stars filled in
Bed of flowers
Just you and me

Just you and me
Scented beds prepared
Everlasting pleasures
Cupid grace us always
Just you and me

Just you and me
Dreams of mine
Never into existence
For thou art away from me
Just you and me

Away from mine own heart
Away, leaving me pain laden
Away from mine own heart

Whils’t thou ever understand me?
For love kills than pain
Whils’t thou ever understand me?

Away from thee

2006-01-11T10:06:00.000+05:30

Away from thee
Distance makes a difference
Jasmines smell bad
Ice cream doesn’t taste
Chocolates not favorite
Away from thee

Away from thee
Far apart miles away
Sleep not mine
Food dislikes me
Music faint in my ear
Away from thee

Away from thee
Sky fills the vastness
Sand hill seem like mountains
Tub of water appears Oceanic
Days longer than nights
Away from thee

Away from thee
Sea like distance
Poems far away
Thy thoughts fill mine mind
Sweet those days
Away from thee

Come those days
Fillest mine mind
Ah! Pleasure joyous pleasure
Thou art in mine heart

Closer to thee
Distance doesn’t matter
Roses smell good
Plain rice tastes
Grain of sugar sweetest
Closer to thee

Closer to thee
Miles not a worry
Dreams art mine
Uncooked food tastes
Drums pleasing to hear
Closer to thee

Closer to thee
Sky seems a beauty
Mountains seems hillock
Oceans a drop
Nights shorter than ever
Closer to thee

Closer to thee
Music of the dancing waves
Creative thoughts filled
Thy thoughts merriest
Thou art the soul
Closer to thee

Come those days
Fillest mine mind
Ah! Pleasure joyous pleasure
Thou art in mine heart

Nay not far off
Thou art in mine own heart!

Love sighs

2006-01-06T19:19:00.000+05:30

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts just about you
Brings in breath of freshness
A sweet fragrance on my bed
Memories in my mind

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts of culmination
Brings memories everlasting
A sweet moment
Memories for a life time

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts of honey lipped kisses
Brings bells of joy
A moment of pleasure
Memories in pages of history

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts of the vast lake
Brings reminiscence of relation
A fine thought forever
Memories lasting like diamonds

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts of sweet moments
Brings memories of food
A delicacy never forgotten
Memories never die off

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts reappearing
Brings everlasting happiness
A lasting mind
Memories of you

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts of dreams
Brings life of togetherness
A culmination of life time
Memories of future

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts of the short nights
Brings heat on me
A dream of life time
Memories fondest of them all

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts of thee
Brings endless pleasure
A lasting dream world
Memories best of all

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts endless to me
Brings to my mind
A bitter reflection
Memory only thou livest

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts of you
Brings joy in me
A sensational touch
Memory in my heart forever

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Thoughts of victory
Brings happiness to mind
A colorful dream
Memorable for forever

Sighs, sighs, and sighs
Every moment, everyday, and every minute
Be mine always…

Perfect Shangri-la

2005-12-12T11:17:00.000+05:30

I see the little honey bee
Busy courting the little maiden,
She bends down
So colorful with shy,
Dancing to merry tunes
Of the soft wind
A perfect love
Sensual touch, so eternal.

I see the azure sky
Busy courting the gallant wind
Making lovely designs
Of white and blue
Cloud moves do timid
Just before him
The gallant follows her
A perfect love
Sensual touch, so eternal.

I see the huge pine
Busy courting the lady Pine
He bends his slender body
Closer to her and touches
She moves away
And the game goes on and on
He kisses her bough
A perfect love
Sensual touch, so eternal.

I see the blue sea
Courting the sliver sands
She glows with joy
When he touches her and retreats
He wets her moves to and forth
Dances to melodies of the wind
She joyously flies and falls into him
A perfect love
Sensual touch, so eternal.

I see you
In my Dreams
Waiting for thee
Is also a pleasure
Waiting for that one moment
When we’d blend with nature
And dance to her tunes
A perfect love
A sensual touch, so eternal…

Waiting for thee
To enter the Shangri-la…

Modernity in its worst form

2005-12-06T16:59:00.000+05:30

What is romance exactly? Thinking on these terms confuses many. Well if you ask me any one can romance even a ninety year old can also romance. The dictionary says its to be “an emotional attraction”. Is it so? Then can a ninety year old man get attracted to anyone in the last days of this life? Yes he can but not to all but to his wife and only to her.

That’s true love. You must be able to love that person and feel attracted not to the physical beauty of the person but to their inner beauty, their nature, his or her character. That will last forever and ever. This reminds me of a forward e-mail which I had read few days back. There was a couple the female asked what do you love in me? The male replied I love you as a whole for what you are. The female said you don’t like me smile, my voice, my face? And she went on and on. The male just laughed and they left. That day the female met with an accident and was admitted in the hospital, she was in coma. The man wrote a slip by her side with tears in his eyes. “Now I can’t hear your voice, neither can I see your smile, but dear I still love you and hope that one day you will give me all that back”. Now that’s love and a true sort.

Romancing now a days has become on the surface level. That is mostly physical, are we going towards the primitive ages of animal life? The western culture does that, sleep with anyone they feel like it for the day. But is our Indian culture so? I don’t think so. Youngsters must feel this fact. India in the name of aping western culture is heading towards a life of an animal. Is this for any good? You can imagine a world of apes where any ape can mate with any other ape.

Now what should be done to stop this kind of an attitude in the youngsters? Is your next question right? Coming to it, I agree there is such a problem persisting in our country. I feel the following are the reasons for it. In the age old days women were married at a very young age and so there was no sort of craving for them for a male company as they get it at a very early age. That’s point number one. While the marriageable age of men also has enormously changed. Men get married after the age of 30 that is very good in few aspects I agree; because they feel that they have to settle in their career to settle in life. This leads to having some fun (the so called) before they can settle in life. Then the so called love, youngsters feeling attracted towards their opposite sex is quite common in teen age. But they go to the extreme of having a physical relationship with them, which worsens the case. The next is lack of care at home. Today’s word is very competitive and most of families have the spouses working to have a comfortable life. That leads to less care at home to the children. The child be it a teenager or a grown up feels left out and longs for a company, especially when the child has no siblings. Then the modern, “live-in relationship”, which is of course, the worst form of westernization. These are the facts, which lead to the horrible trouble in our society.

The solutions to it, of course it needs more attention from all of us. Its not one person who had brought freedom to our country it was a team work wasn’t it? Like wise what we need here is a team work. Or else the place where we are heading to is very dreadful. Let’s deal with all the above mentioned problems one by one. The first issue to be solved late marriage. Now this problem is growing steadily as we become more and more career oriented. Yes youngsters must be career oriented for sure. But to wait for them to get settled or achieve big and then look out for a life partner becomes too late. You can achieve even when you are married, may be your spouse could also contribute to your whooping success. Having a girl friend or boy friend for company sake is nothing wrong, but exceeding your limits with that girl\guy that is physical relationship with her/him is not the meaning of friendship. Either the person must get married to the same person or must be in love with him/her. Just for the sake of physical relationship having the so called girl\boy friend is bad in my opinion. I hope most of you will agree with me.

Crush is different from love. This differentiation should be brought about. What makes the difference? When you feel attracted towards a person that’s crush, or feel that the physic of that person is good and wish that you could do something with that person is crush or infatuation, which would disappear as you find another person better than the one you saw initially. While, when you are in love, you will be ready to do anything for this person. Like the story I told in the beginning, you will be able to love that person even if he\she is not in a position to reciprocate to your love.

Lack of care at home from parents, today’s demanding world requires both the husband and wife to work, yes true, but some how the parents should find time to talk to their kids, this talk is needed specially when the kid is a teenager, an age, when the child longs for, a good company. If that proves to be their mother or father it would prove to be great to the kid. When the kid is a teenager the parent should become their friend not a foe. This would change most of the pathetic situation of the teenagers in our country.

The last problem to be solved is the live-in system which is spreading like a canker in our country. This kind of system has its own flaws. Both the partners feel insecure about their relationship. They can’t have a proper family due to this fear in them. This kind of relationship just gives them a license to have sex nothing more than that. Any time they can part or looking on the positive aspect can even get married falling in love in the later stages. But in most of the cases the later doesn’t happen. I feel that youngsters who opt for such a living must think twice and only if they have ideas to get married to that person with whom they are gonna live with should they go for it.

Well these are the solutions which I could think of. If you have any do put in your thoughts in the comments section. See you folks.

Miss you

2005-11-16T08:17:00.000+05:30

I never talk
But you nod
I never see
But you visualize
I never feel
But you understand

In every thought
You are there
In every feeling
You are there
In every taste
You are there

When I can feel you
Why not you?
When I can dream you
Why not you?
When I miss you
Why not you?

Hath cupid been merciless?
Why hath he?
Hath fate cursed me?
Why hath he?
Hath lady luck forsaken me?
Why hath she?

I admire thee
Thou don’t
I feel thee
Thou don’t
I dream thee
Thou don’t

Why hath this happen?
Every walk I see thee.
Every day I talk to thee
Every moment I feel thee
Every morn I think thee
Every hour thou art in me….

Dreams...

2005-11-11T18:37:00.000+05:30

Dreams are just a gateway to your thoughts, do you believe in it? Well you should believe it. For whatever you think are the things that would come in your dreams. You think or you desperately want to meet someone or visit a place for sure you will see that person or place the following night in your dream. For example you want to visit the Taj and you are eager about the trip that you are going to persuade few days later. You think about the Taj before you go to bed. For sure that night you dream as if you were in Taj, visiting that place. It’s very natural, then what are dreams?

Dream the word has been taken from the Greek language meaning Joy or Music. During the age old times in Egypt there were many oracles, who used to interpret dreams. These people were considered as holy and blessed by God. But now day’s psychiatrists do this job.

Every dream that a person has can be interpreted. Each dream has a deep meaning behind it. It’s your thoughts. What you want to happen in your life, or something that you could not do in real life, but want to achieve some how.

Every one of us dream, like wise even I dream, even daydream sometimes. Of course I dream of that one person, that one person, whom I wish to see and be with the rest of my life. Life is not always how we want life to be, but we as humans always crave for things that can never happen, which we are not destined to. Alas! Every one of us has such thoughts. Either hidden or explicitly shown to others.

I also have such a thought, a secret thought a secret dream. Ever cherished dream, the fondest of them all. To spend the rest of my life with that one person, be by his side always. But dream always remains as dream.

I can tell you one thing friend may be my dream might not come true, I have never given up my hope, that one day it will come true. One day that person would understand me. Likewise, whatever your dream may be think of it, keep thinking of it, one fine day you will achieve it. I am sure one fine day I would sit in my system to say my dream has been achieved and would also post my dream guy’s photograph, here. Wait until then friends.

So dream, dream and keep dreaming until you achieve your dream………

Possitive Outlook

2005-11-11T11:05:00.000+05:30

Do all of us have a positive attitude towards life? If I ask a person he would surely say yes I have a positive attitude in life but in reality not many of us have a positive attitude in life. We all think negative in someway or the other. At some point of life we have a feeling why did things go wrong? Why me? What happened why me?. Friend many of the why me’s can never be answered.

For example one of my friends was crazy about a gal and that gal also showed some kindda positive signs towards him. They got along well, they were good friends. But one fine day when he asked if she could marry him she said nope that’s not possible and gave an invalid reason. Very soon she got married to a guy who was earning more than my friend. My friend was in mere tears shattered totally, he asked me “why me?” I had no answer for it. I just said this many why me can never be answered. God had planned such a thing for you and so it had happened, that’s all. Nobody can say why it happened to you.

Another friend of mine who was suffering from breast cancer asked the same to me. Her husband had divorced her for this reason. She said why all this should happen to me? So many why me’s. My dad who is a heart patient suffered 3 massive heart attacks and one fine day at the hospital he asked me the same torturing question “why me”

I am sure all of us would have faced some kind of problem in life and we look up to the sky and end up asking why me God. Friend I will tell you if God is giving you troubles its only to say I am holding your hands tight I will not let you down. You must have this faith in you that God will never let you down. You might be undergoing the worst trouble in life but remember only after winter does spring come.

One day a man was walking on the road and a crow had dirtied his shirt, he said “shit what a bad thing to start the day, my day is gonna be very bad” he cribs and leaves. While the same incident happens to another man he looks up to the sky and says “Thanks you God for you didn’t let cows fly” This is the way how we have to take life, a positive attitude towards everything.

What if the gal whom you loved a lot leave you? You will get another gal who is twice the time better than the other gal. What if your husband divorces you? You have a better life free from the bonds of a man who never understood. What if you suffer pains of a cardiac arrest? You have survived it not many can do it. You are lucky enough.

If we see things in this perspective that whatever happens in life is all for the best, then life would always be a beautiful garden with lovely roses in it.

Well my friend I hope you will shed the thoughts of negative thinking and march forward with a positive attitude today onwards. For everyday is a blessing to us from God.

When love is in the air…

2005-11-07T17:31:00.000+05:30

Its not only in the month of February that love would be in the air. Whenever you think about that one person, whenever that person tickles your thoughts, whenever you see that person’s photograph, when you think of something that had happened between you both you feel a kind a pinkish feeling, that’s when love would be in the air. Its not only in sending in cards or flowers that one can express their love.

You can understand how much a person loves you just by seeing her eyes said someone. I could not believe it. I thought that I would give it a try. I tried to look into the eyes of the person whom I long to be with, whom I wish I would get married to. But I could not find anything. Those cute little eyes kept staring at me, wondered if it said anything. But alas! I could not feel anything. I thought may be he doesn’t love me he has no such feelings towards me. The funniest part was when I saw another guy who was crazy about me. I thought if this guys loves me I must be able to find it in his eyes, but again it was just the same blank eyes. Finally I realized it’s just the work of another poet or creative writer that you can feel the love in some one’s eyes.

I feel that love can be expressed in just two ways one with words the other with expressions. Even a dumb man would be able to express his feelings with his expressions, is your thought now. But why am I not able to express it? The problem is you love that person so much and you are scared that if the person refuses what would happen. A lover who is not bold enough is not a lover; a love which is not expressed is not love at all. You have to through away your fear and express your thoughts cause if your love is true sure you will succeed.
You might wonder why people say that you will succeed in love, yes its more or less a test a test of life, which God has for each one of us. If you pass you’ll have the best of all if you don’t you’ll have what God has decided instead for you. But I know we always wish for the first choice.

So, good luck to you guys and gals who are in love. Love, is in the air express it and feel the pureness of it.

When you miss some one…..

2005-10-24T12:51:00.000+05:30

Its really nice to have many friends and that one special friend also. But when time says hey buddy you have to part its very heart breaking. Who said death is the worst thing on earth?. If you ask me separation is the worst thing on earth. That is when you are separated from your dear and near ones. Death is something which will be permanent once the person dies you sit and sob for few days or say even years then you tend to forget the person may be some a lovely place or an old photograph will remind you of that person and you would sob again. But separation?. You know that the person exists very much, but you can not reach that person when you want to. That is the worst part of life.

Life can be harsh to you in many ways, one such thing is this separation from your dear one. Time and fate all these three fellows work together and create a kind of vagueness in a person’s life. This is a vacuum, which will never fade. Such vacuums are a part of life, each one of us would have gone through such a torture at one point of time. Now how would a person face this is a million dollar question?

I know once this vacuum is created it makes you forget life around, you long to see that person or persons who you miss a lot. But that’s not possible. Then what could be done to remove this vacuum? This vacuum can never be removed. It’s a pain, a torture, inflicted by God for humans to understand how precious is each and every individual that we meet and come across in life. They may be your friends, you family, or even that one person whom you love… it is only when you are far away from that person/s do you realize how precious they are and how valuable they are to you in your life. I hope all those who are reading this little article of mine will agree what I have said.

If you don’t Friend you are lucky you are not away from your loved ones….

Unlike me…..

What is Love?

2005-10-17T14:01:00.000+05:30

Has anyone ever wonder what this fine emotion is? What is this feeling which makes everyone enjoy life? Suffer pains? Laugh? Cry? What is this feeling the so called Love? Makes me to wonder. I have thought about it so many times.

Love the finest feeling that anyone can ever feel. When I asked different people of different age groups surprisingly I got many lovely answers. My neighbor a little kid five years old told me “love is my MOM”, while another child said “love is my SISTER”. My close friend said “love is my SHALINI” of course that is his fiancée’s name. My granddad says “love is my FIELD it gives me what I need”, while my classmate says “love is FRIENDSHIP”.

Well Love the finest feeling has so many versions. Milton said "Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder", like wise love can be defined in many ways. It is what a person feels towards another person.

This feeling is what cause which creates so many troubles in you. I don’t believe in love at first sight. That’s just a puppy love no one can call that a true love. Then what is true love? Let me try to define it. That’s a big task, I agree. True love is pure feelings towards that one person for whom you would be ready to do anything in this whole wide world. Well thats a definition that I can give. Of course many of you there will have different views.

If that’s true love then how would one ever express it? I see a big sigh on your face. I know you find it so difficult to impress your gal or guy. You know you love that person but you have no clue as to how you would express it. The thoughts come into your mind when you see her\him you want to say I love you so truly, but unable to express it. Well that’s not only your problem. That’s the problem faced by most of the men\women all over the world. If it is true love that person will surely understand you one day and will surely come to you. This is the trust and belief that every person who is in love should have. If you don’t have this confidence in your Boss you are not in love you are just attracted towards that person. Think again about your feeling.

Now you would like to revert the same question to me right? Yap, I am also in love waiting like most of the guys and gals. Hoping that one fine day my guy would understand me and my pure love, and that I am waiting for him for a long time…..

Where are you?

2005-10-15T15:33:00.000+05:30

Are you the only resort?
Why does it happen?
Where did you go?
When troubles tortured me?
When I cried out of pain?
Where were you?
Why should I seek you?
Why?

When like a butterfly
Bubbling with joy of colours
Flying spreading my joy
You admired me
Even gave me some colours
A bright smile
Like the sun shine
Where are you now?

When like a dew drop
Shining with the utmost pleasure
On a little blade of grass
A small corner of mine
Disseminating a smile
On every face that came across
Delight of mine own
Where are you now?

When like the white waves
Sparkling bubbles
Snow white with azure blue
Touching every one who come near
Delightful bliss all around
You played with me
Full of joy
Where are you now?

When like a nymph
Sitting on a little purple flower
My fragrance along with yours
Gracing on beautiful nature
Ever green beauteous
Thou enjoy with me
Pleasurable memories
Where are you now?
When like the little drop of rain
I touched everyone
Played around with all
Ambrosia for many of them
A great felicity to you
Untold bliss to everyone one
Downpour of glee
Where are you now?

When like the cuckoo
Perching on the tallest tree
I sat singing
A song of mine own
Solace to all
A pleasurable song to you
Filling everyone
Where are you now?

When like the chill breeze
With a fragrance of jasmine
Love to the lovers
Happiness of fragrance
Delight of redolence
Thou art mine
Thought deceiving
Where are you now?

When all joys were mine
Thou were mine
Nay now I lost my colours
My fragrance, my chillness
Cause I know thou art not mine
My heart tells I want thee
But lo! Thou art not mine
Where are you now?

Why hath this happened?
Pondering on it
Thoughts where this cancer
Spread around my heart
When and where?
Why and what?
I don’t understand
Where are you now?

Why art thou away from me?
I need you
When in need thou art not here!
I need you
Where are you?
I need you
I call out, in pain
I need you
Won’t you be a part of me?
I need you
Be mine always!
Forever and ever.

Thoughts about you

2005-10-15T15:32:00.000+05:30

Thoughts arouse
Right in me
Deep down my heart
Thinking about you
Lovely and lively thoughts

Nay not crestfallen
Thoughts of pain,
Turn to pleasure
Just because of your thoughts
Pondering where
Did that poor devil
Creep in between us,
Can’t identify him
But lo! He hath spoiled
The pleasure of love between us

That canker crept
Slowly within us
Like a little baby me
Hath enjoth thy company
But lo! He hath spoiled

Me thinkest mine heart
And laughth at me
The pain not bygone within
My heart seeks another
Another of the same sort
Heart cares not for the pain
Mind knows it’s not pleasure
War between both who knowth
Who will be victorious?
Pleasure or pain within me.

Nefarious he is I knowth that
He hath hit me once
Torture and pain creepth in me
Nay let this pleasure remain a secret
Deep down my heart…

Who are you?

2005-10-15T15:29:00.000+05:30

Who are you?
A violent storm?
A fragrant breeze?
A colourful butterfly?
A gallant knight?
A humorous clown?
A tender mother?
A romantic lover?
Who are you?

Who are you?
Away in the dark
Loitering pathless, no place to go
Found a shinny stone, happy thoughts
Imagined life to be wonder
Alas! It was just a piece of glass
But lo! You came into my life
Like a violent storm
With tender touch, removed pain
Gave pleasure with a smile
With the swiftness of a storm
Away went my loneliness
Who are you?
A violent storm?

Who are you?
In the midst of the woods
Lost I felt, lonely
Desperate with fears and woes
Ah! went my thoughts of pain
The glass which heartless pierced
I bled, but thy fragrance
Made me forget pains
Art thou a violent storm?
Or a fragrant breeze?
Who are you?
A fragrant breeze?

Who are you?
Sorrows and pain of love
Doth torture a human
A pain which can’t be erased,
Me thickest my colours are gone,
Ah! You came in with
Vibrant colours, a little butterfly,
Flying around, tickling with your little legs
Your colours made my world colourful
You took away my worries with your wings
Who are you?
A little butterfly?

Who are you?
The pain of a sharp glass
Right in the center of cupid’s favorite
I bled oh! what pain
Thou likest a gallant knight
Walkest into my life
Nay thou art not armed with armors
Thy only armor was thy
Care, thy tender care for me
Thou camest and lo! the
Glass broke into pieces, away it went
Who are you?
A gallant knight?

Who are you?
Gloomy was my life
Filled with colours
Fragrant and painless
But a gloomy existence, it was
Thou camest like a clown
You made me laugh
And lo! The gloom of my life
Away it went
Not knowing where
The joy of life back again
Who are you?
A humorous clown?

Who are you?
My life filled with joy
Gods granting me everything
But happiness away,
The tender touch of a mother
In you I felt,
The care, the love of a mother
Care, never felt by me
For ages together,
So tender and pure
You changed my life
Who are you?
A tender mother?

Who are you?
Ah! In a daze I live,
I knowest the pain in thy heart
The pain which I had
Thou clearest for me,
A world of wonder, if
I had cleared it, for thee
Do I mean the same?
As thou meanest to me?
My gallant knight, fragrant breeze,
Violent storm, little butterfly,
Tender mother, my romantic hero,
Thou art my world

I knowest
What thou art to me
Do I mean the same to thee?
Be a part of me!

Your Hibernation

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Lost I was without you
Wondering where thou art
Every second passes
No way to think anything else
Other than your thoughts…

Your hibernation!
Removed my life out
Unfortunate me, you had hid
Not realizing what you were doing
I bleed out in pain, my heart cries,
But now thou art in hibernation

In dark unknown place I stood
Blank in mind,
Thou camest like a savior
Away went the darkness
A colorful world you showed
But now thou art in hibernation

Why hath thou no heart to love?
Thou knowest mine heart
Its pain laden, waiting for cure
So is thine, I know
Pain to you and me is common
But now thou art in hibernation.

Loving a pain laden kid’s heart
Sorrowful with tortures of love
Thou art no stranger to me
Kid feelest safe in thee
I needest that comfort in thee
But now thou art in hibernation.

Safe in thee I feelest
Why art thou walking away?
Am I away from thy dreams?
Thou art my colorful dreams
Fondest of them all,
But now thou art in hibernation

I admire thy smile,
Thy loving nature,
Whilst thou be mine?
An act of promise of love
I whilst always do
Be thine forever
But now thou art in hibernation

If love art a pain
Which thou fearest
Love sharest by thee with her
Art bitter nay not mine
Love aint your foe
Don’t break mine poor heart
But now thou art in hibernation

I shalt wait until
That day when thou
Lovest mine heart
Mine heart whilst wait
Wait for thine to come
With pain I do wait, thou knowest
But now thou art in hibernation!

You My Love

2005-10-15T15:16:00.000+05:30

Every move every thought you are there
Every thing that I wear and eat you are there
Every desire and every dream you are there
Every attitude every song you are there
But in my thoughts not yours……

Nowhere can I find your love
Nowhere can I reach your love
Nowhere can I taste your love
Nowhere can I feel your love
But in my dreams I can forever…..

Everything that I touch I see you
Everything that I feel I see you
Everything that I hear I see you
Everything that I breathe I see you
But in my joys not yours…..

Nothing is worth without you
Nothing is enjoyable without you
Nothing is admirable without you
Nothing is pleasurable without you
But in reality you are not mine…..

In your nothingness
I find everything….
But in everything of mine
You find nothingness…
Alas! Cupid alas!
Thou could have been merciful……

Be Mine

2005-10-15T15:13:00.000+05:30

Calm and silent I sit
On my master’s lap
World of mine own
Purring as my master
Touches my soft coat
Sleepy eyes but awake
Pleasure enjoyable to all.

My jet black coat
A perfect contrast
With my blue, sparkling eyes
A long admirable tail
Teeth sharp enough to bite
Whiskers adorable to my mate
Beauty enjoyable to all

Purring as my master
Gently smoothens my fur
Mine eyes are away
Looking at the tub
A tub of gold fish
A bowl which I fancy
Joy enjoyable to all

Just the sight of you
Brings innumerable joy
A colorful world to me
As you swim across
Delightful fins swaying
Wish I were your mate
Blissful enjoyment to all

Instant moments of delight
As you swim, I relish
Thy golden body shining
Thy little eyes attracts me
So tempting they call me to you
Amazing thou art in every aspect
Happiness enjoyable to all

There goes my master
After a prolonged eye on you
He hath been keeping me away
Away from you my darling
Yet mine eyes were on you
From time to time
A maze enjoyable to all

Here I come to you
Thou art happy
Swimming delight of your own
A watery world entirely for you
Round and round you go
Angel like fins like a butterfly
Cherished enjoyment to all

On the table so near to you
I put my paw in your world
Ah! Not reachable
Thou can’t understand my love
Fast you move away from me
Away again and again
Unforgettable to me

Why thou canst understand me
I come nearer and near
My paws pain so does my heart
But I won’t give up
I try again and again
But thou refuse to understand
Unforgettable to me

Thy own world oh dear
Wilst I not fit there
I wonder, wilst he transform me
Wet paws, painful heart
Never give up thought
You are near to me
Unforgettable to me

Alas! My try comes to an end
Restless I move here and there
Wilst thou pop up understand
My cherished feelings for you
Is thy heart made of stone?
Nay thou art my angel
Unforgettable to me

My heart aches in pain
Wanting to be with you
Join you in your world
I canst swim, I got no fin
But I got a heart to cherish you
Better than your fin my love for you
Unforgettable to me

My desire, my love for you
Won’t thou understand?
I sit and admire thee
As thou swim contended
Why didst thou enter my world?
Altered my uniqueness
Unforgettable to me

I woo thee my love
Here I come to see you
I know the danger
But once let me feel thee
For once let me be yours
Be in thy world
Unforgettable to me

I dip into your world
It aches and pains
Troubles me a lot
But I know I love thy world
Ah! Ecstatic pleasure
To be with thee
Unforgettable to me

I choke thou art helpless
I choke I could leave you
Go to mine own world
Sit on my master’s lap
Enjoy the pleasure again
But no I choke
Memorable to me

I choke as I see you moving
Hither thither you go
I know thou lovest me dear
But thou refuse to be mine
Alas! I will be yours
For at least a moments
Memorable to me

As I leave you and the world
My dear impart me a kiss
To assure rest to me
My eyes open seeing you
The last thing and the best thing
I admired lifelong
Memorable to me

I bid thee goodbye
Forever I leave this world
Wilst thou remember me?
Now wilst thou admire me?
Alas! My master pities me
I need thee at least in my next life
Memorable thou art to me!

Is this love?

2005-10-14T17:51:00.000+05:30

A beautiful painting
With lush green landscape
I paint it green
Makes it lustrous
But thou sayest
Nay paint yellow
Quietly I nod and change

Red the color of desires
Is mine favorite
I endorse it in me
Adore it a lot
Thou sayest
Nay white is mine
Quietly I nod and agree

Azure blue the fantasy
Admiring the sky
I sigh and cherish it
Carved in my heart
Nay baby thou sayest
Black is the beauty of night
Quietly I nod and agree

The color of gold
Every women adores it
Nay I am not exception
I treasure it in me
Nay dear thou sayest
Silver is most dear
Quietly I nod and agree

Strangers company
Smoke and wine everywhere
Dance and frolic here and there
I abhor dining
But thou likest
Fare or like or dislike
Quietly I nod and agree

Talks of business
Enthralling joy for thee
Away from romance
I abominate it
But thou likest
Fare or like or dislike
Quietly I nod and agree

Admiration for that dame
La belle dame sans mercy
Thy adoration for her
I despise it
But thou likest
Fare or like or dislike
Quietly I nod and agree

High aspiration
Thoughts to touch the sky
Unfulfilled ambitions
I scorn it
But thou likest
Fare or like or dislike
Quietly I nod and agree

I see beauty the way
Thou see beauty
I admire colors
As thou admire it
I enjoy company
As thou enjoy it
I love dislike
As thou like it

The world in mine eyes
Change a lot
I have eyes but lo!
I see the world
Through yours
Thou hath changeth mine world
Is this Love?